Forbidden City

Forbidden City

Announcement: Pls dont go to VivoCity this weekend, i am begging you Shurelia.

Back to topic, pretty busy week for me. Its gonna be real tight, really tight. Gonna be busy working this whole week all for the sake of money, but when opportunity comes who doesnt cherish it. I might be wearing myself out but its all for the sake of my own interest. Do or die, Face or grave, its my choice. Finally i get to meet out with my Flyff guildie on Labour Day. I am both excited and nervous bout the meet up. Excited because i get to see them face on from all the intriguing games and chats tat we had. Nervous because i haven seen them before, real life and online can mean a whole lot of difference. Still i am looking much forward to this, i have go so far to see this coming and i dont want to be disappointed. This week stinks, the weekend stinks even more. Cant wait to look forward to labour day.

Love is blind, love makes a person go blind and senseless. When 2 person are in love they see their world and this big world together. When it is a one-sided love, they see their world only, their one and only world. They behave how they want to be, whenever and wherever. Love is toxic when it's one-sided. It beats blind out of nothing and they never notice it. Help seems like forever, lost in their own cosmosphere.

What you see is what you believe in.

When you see it, your heart jumps with joy. When it's gone even for tat meer second, you feel empty and helpless. You choose hell over heaven.
When you hear it, you laugh with joy. When it's gone you feel alone and despair. The silent deafening in this world hurts when you dont hear it
When you feel it, you envy and savour the moments that you have. It can never be gone but you yearn for more. Life just cant seem to be better than these.

Tears of the sky, rage in the eye. Insainty in sight as your thoughts take flight

You are so selfish living a life like this. Embrace in your own thoughts and fetish, i despise the you like the way i despise myself. Love makes you blind, i hate love and i will do all means to destroy it. For this ugly world, i hate it. I hate it cuz you never see, hear or feel my existance. Yet all this are bygones now, carry me away by the wind and sail along the gentle breeze. Tranquility is temporary. Your existance is invisible like the wind but the presence is always there. If i see you again, i will kill you if all is legalise. I dont want to feel this way anymore, your disappearance from this world shall end my misery. That's why i want to change the world so much...so much.

Laughing at your psychotic behaviour? Be realistic. Who doesnt have homicidal fantasies?