Missing you

Its been quite a while since i blogged. Lazy u might call it but yah, i am getting lazy at blogging. I have been quite obsess with my new online game called Mabinogi. Its a game originated from korea and played in countries like Taiwan and Hongkong. International version is still not out yet though but once it do i think its gonna be a hit. No more plain grinding, reminds me a lot like Hack Sign and yah i enjoy playing tat game too though i am stuck at Vol. 3 lazy to play haha. Gotten myself a brand new wallpaper after my crazy for FF7 subsided. This wallpaper, i like it very much. Similar to the one i got from KGNE, its in fact even better with perfect resolution. I am so gonna stun my brother when he sees my new

Activities for the week eh, hmmm. Went out to celebrate Huda's birthday at Vivocity. It was my first time shopping there so it was kinda of an eye opening. Watched the movie Freedom Writers at GV. At first i was like "what the hell is tat movie" cuz i didnt see and ads or heard anything bout tat movie at all, but after watching it i was really amaze by that show. Well shows tat are serious and non-fictional tends to bore me but i am starting to develop an appeal to such shows. Still watching a movie during a public holiday was a major boo-boo to my pocket income. I have been severely restricting myself on outings, gatherings, movies, gamings and etc activities that requires me spending money. Not that i dont want to spend time with friends but i am rather tight lately. University studies are coming and even with subsidies the fees are kinda heavy too. I am also scared of studying now haha cuz i haven been touching my books for 2 years now, hope my brain isnt rusty.

Everyone's a dreamer, nobody wants to be a quitter. Dreams do come true, but some dreams shall always remain as a dream forever. Quitters are plenty, but quitting is not an option to say "no". There are some point you need to learn: when to start, follow, learn and eventually. You can have many reasons for quitting, nobody can stop you if you start to quit on yourself. Questions aplenty but you dont need the equivalent number of reasons to answer your way out. There is a reason to every question but there isnt a question for all the reasons that you hold. There is no right, there is no wrong. For now some things are deem right, some deem wrong. When the circumstances are fulfill the rights shall go wrong, what's wrong will be right. Yet it will be up to you to differentiate what is right from wrong, what is deem right, what is deem wrong. Everybody is different, everybody's got their own definition of rights and wrongs. So we as humans get to judge what is everything right and what is everything wrong, on our own and on our way. The path of righteous that we speak of, defying all means and instincts. By creating our own sanctuary we get to play God, we get to set laws and choose the rights and wrongs, we get to define dreams and label quitters. Everyone has a role of God, everybody wants to play God. Truly outrageous......God of my world: all Gods shall perish. Speak of the light in the eyes of the devil, you see light and i see your death. Le seour benzui freigwas...

i act like if i dont care, and i shall eradicate your existence from this world: my world.

save me from myself....