Ute! Blast the blessed saint

Ute! Blast the blessed saint

I gaze outside the window and the night breeze blow gently over my head. I just finish shower and i look out into the night. It has been quite a while since i experience such calm and tranquility in the night. Yes, today i will have a sweet dream.

My job interview today was kinda crappy. Travelled all the way to stupid ulu industrialied Pasir Panjang where the traffic there is terrible and air polluted beyond living level. I was hiking up the slope as i hold on to the map on my hand. The path reminds me of Sungei Gedong Camp, just that the trees are not replaced by buildings. I can foreseen how the place is gonna look like in the dark. Apparently my stupid Agent Vic did not send me the map yesterday plus he forgot to tell me one thing: there are more than 1 applicant for this post. Oh great, greeted with surprise when i got there with close to 20 applicants from Kelly and Recruit. Make a new friend today, surprise meet Edmund a Year 3 Applied Chem student from NUS haha. To make it simply, a senior from my school haha. We click off quite well when we just met and boom, my best working colleague in the future haha. He is 4 years older then me going Honours and i hear a lot of stories from him about his studies. Edmund is such a nice and easy-going guy and i look forward to work with him in the future. I saw a person from my chem cohort also, same year as me but i never greet him cuz he was with his other friends. Shy, i dont want to feel awkward so i never approach him. Why bother when he got so many friends around him and i am just a nobody to him.

Working in DHL seems tougher then it seems. Logistic oriented and yah, packer job meaning physical labour. Reminds me of army days again when i am a clerk but doing sai gang job. Sai gang = shit in hokkien = physical labour work. I hate physical labour work not tat i despise them. It's just that i cant do physical labour work, my build is too small and weak to perform them and i am handicapped by my lack of strength. Plus i hate sweating haha. If successful i will be working a hell out of the month, literally 24/7 throughout the 30 days. DHL is in need of labour and they cant keep up with the demand. Workload exceeds labour, we need to do day and night shift haiz. But the pay in the end will be good haha, ganbatte for 1 month! For now everything is not official yet, i will wait for my agent to call me again to see if i have been selected for the job. I hope i am haha and even if i am not selected it is ok, physical work isnt my forte anyway haha. Even so i will take it as a training for my IPPT haha.

Finished half of Shaman King already, stupid Flyff still cant play i might just give up from it anytime now. Listen to some music, blogging and MSN. Once i start work official i wont be able to do these things anymore, no time or too tired. Watch the news, boring. Anime some more later. Isnt it fast that school holidays for the kids are beginning, so carefree. I just wonder how the kids are able to go out everyday throughout their holidays. Arent they sick and tired of the limited shopping areas and entertainment here haha. Ah well kids are still kids, they will have more then enough time to explore here until they grow out of it. It's a fact, people will grow out of their youth eventually. I sound like an old mah haiz, am i losing touch with my youth or is realism a scary fact tat i cant refuse to admit haha.

Nothing is good out of this world now. We thought tat the Internet and globalisation can link people around the world together and create a small utopia. I can see the link but i cant see utopia yet. Is it really a good idea to link the world together in the first place? Everybody is link together by globalisation and the Internet, things are proceeding at an accelerating speed never before witness in history. Yes, everything is increasing: price hike, oil and energy usage, pollution and global warming, terrorism. Why must we be so eager to move at such a fast pace? Why cant we slow down to process what we are doing and understand the fact logically? Is it because we dont want to lose out to each other in this fast pace environment? I call this crap.

Everything is accelerating yeah, both the good and the bad but more of the bad. Even the 7 sins are populating: Wrath of terroism, Pride of individualism, Lust of polygamy, Greed of power, Gluttony of corruption, Envy of desires and Sloth of degradation. Can the 10 commandants continue to maintain the balance? Maybe the balance is already broken haha.

Yes everything is accelerating as planned. Everything! Haiyaku yo, watashi Judgement Day.