When i grow up

When i grow up...

When i grow up

i wanna be famous,

i wanna be a star,

i wanna be a movie star,

When i grow up

i wanna see the world,

drive nice car

i wanna have groupies

When i grow up

MTV,

people know me

in their magazine

When i grow up

flashing queen,

number 1 chick

gonna stuck on the scene

(adapted from Pussy Cat Doll's latest song: When I Grow Up)

I went for relief teaching AGAIN. 4th consecutive days in the same week lol, i must really thank Bernard for his prayers lol. Thank you Bernard you are my lucky star haha =P

I think i need to change my teaching style. I am not like the other kind of relief teachers who go into a class with a look on the face saying "Dont mess with me or i will give you hell". But not everyone is appeal to my teaching style also cuz i am just too relax, i hardly scold any of my students and it is no wonder that NONE OF THEM take my words seriously haha. I really dont like to get angry or shout at them and i will never do that. But if i dont do that they wont quiet down. Ah so confusing, i dont want to get angry at my students haha. Hack care lah i will just teach them my own way, at most just expel me lor haha dont call me down for relief teaching. I DONT CARE! My holidays are ending anyway but i really enjoy this job nonetheless. Sweet

Today is a very good day for a swim but when i got there i was horrified by the scene. KIDS, LOTS AND LOTS OF KIDS flooding at the deep pool area having training. I was STUN! I walked back to my house reluctantly because it is almost impossible to swim there. No space to swim at all wat the hell do you want me to do, sit and wait down there like a paedophile stalking at unsuspecting children zzz.

Well......i am kinda happy again today, well since yesterday actually haha. Yet at the same time, i feel a sense of irony to it. No this isnt about me talking to another freaking stranger again or some "falling in love with stranger hypothesis". Nah forget about it. It just really doesnt matter how hard you try now, some things need to undergo the trial of time in order for you to see the result. Different people with different kind of treatment, thats how you distinguish who is really close to you or who is really nice to you and etc. I am still learning and i have a lot to learn. Being patient, is a kind of virtue.

When i grow up, i want to be a useful person and bring lots and lots of happiness to everyone around me. When you grow up, i want you to be a useful person and bring lots and lots of happiness to everyone, including me.