Friday, August 22, 2008

Forgive but never forget


Forgive but never forget

Thanks for stepping by in my life. NOW SCRAM!

Haha i think i have gathered enough informations for my shopping tomorrow. I am taking SPECIAL time off my schedule to shop for a special gift for someone haha. Shhh, it's a little secret between me and them haha. I will be happy, and i know he will be even happier. Being young is just simply sweet =). Operation Pseudo Blood begins tomorrow! Hope i wont be late for my lecture again tomorrow lol. PS: i am not shopping a gift for a girlfriend, i am single.

Anyway tomorrow is the finals for the HKSS soccer team. Wanna wish them all the best haha one of my students is in the team. Jiayou! TRASH THE SPORTS SCHOOL!!! haha.

I need to synchronise my timing perfectly tomorrow. I have been lazing around in bed for too long. Need to do self studying, read up on my notes, print my notes, do my tutorials. Yup pretty much preoccupied with school stuffs when i wake up tomorrow. Got to complete everything by 3pm to make it in time for Operation Pseudo Blood =)

Yah and i was sharing some experiences with Bernard just now. I understand what he says and i really love those quotes. For now it is better for me to take a walk by my own. Memories from the spring, dropped like fallen leaves in the autumn. They are gone, and i dont want to have any strings attached to it. Somehow, i wish that i never met you.

As much as i want to be as benevolent as Bernard, i cant. Bernard is such a nice guy, too nice. I am nice too but just dont step over the line. Very few people stepped over my line of tolerance and yah, those that did are already histories in my life. Yet there is only one that step not just over the line but WAY beyond the line, and that breaks my heart, literally...

I know that i have already forgave you, but tat doesnt stop me from hating you for breaking my heart. Yah i noe i bear long grudges, and yes this will go down to the book in my life under "things that people did to hurt you the most" record. Dont be angry cuz you shouldnt, I SHOULD BE THE ONE BEING ANGRY NOT YOU!

Once, there was a person who can make me smile and do all kinds of silly things like an idiot. I said once, and i feel like an idiot now. But i am still smiling for those that deserves it =)

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