A string that i want to have

A string that i want to have

I want to tie myself together using this string call "commitment"

Heaven and Hell combination for relief teaching today. I love reliefing the 2A and upper sec classes. I have a serious issue with 1T1 which i dont want to say here. Lets just say that being nice isnt everything good to everyone. Well done class, thanks for making me flare up since i-dont-noe-when haha, long long ago i tink haha. I am seriously underpaid zzz

Kudos to the NUS again and specifically to the lecturers for uploading the lecture notes LATE AGAIN! Great, if i dont receive them by 8am tomorrow i am going to use my foolscap papers again zzz. I pay school fees to receive this type treatment, i am so going to give them my HONEST FEEDBACK during the end of sem staff review in December. Feel my wrath ROAR!!

I went to school specially today to pay my school fees only to realise that it has been paid already. My MOE Bursary application has been successful and i was not notified about it lol. Hurray for $1200 haha, that is enough to pay my semester school fees haha. Woo hoo i feel rich suddenly haha.

It feels good to be innocent again. Pseudo innocence, complimenting or truly enjoying? A bit of both i would say but that's just me. Some of my friends are saying "wah you so bo liao go and entertain your students ah, later they stick on to you ah." I dont find it "bo liao" and secondly i am not entertaining haha. You know, despite being a 22 yr old guy who refuses to grow up, i still behave more like a teenage kid. I know it and i dont really want to change it, thats just me. I have tried changing to "blend" in to the greater of this adult society. No use lol, i still cant change haha. But i always believe in accepting flaws then changing them, you cant just go around and be a perfectionist everywhere duh. This is Earth, everybody live in this world so why must i change myself just for you out of all 8 billion people.

Gosh, first period and its them haha. I am really glad its them haha. I really wish i can find more free time for myself after 25 August but sadly, it is almost impossible. I really want to see them through all the way to their exams haha. Ok i tink too much. It's better to have before then never to have at all. I know i know i should be contented, but i dont see myself as being greedy if i ask more for it. If I ask Alvin, do you think he can make my wish come true?

Somehow, i just wish that i can continue my life like this aloof. Wishful thoughts, wishful thoughts...