Awake and sound

Awake and sound

No, i am not happy.

The holidays are finally here. But holidays are just a form of mask, to mask away our desire and greed. Holidays = mugging season. The tests are coming argh!

And i am still not happy.

I get to see Jupiter in the sky tonight. I saw Venus too. They look so lovely in the sky, shining up there high and bright. They dont twinkle like the stars but more like guardian angels, watching us from far away in the night sky. You can get to see them a lot in the sky. Just look up and see carefully.

Why am i still not happy?

It is because i still cant find the final missing piece for the jigsaw puzzle. That last and crucial piece, that is the most important piece of all. I need the piece with your face on it, if not i will never know who i am holding my hands with in that picture. Where's my missing piece?

Oh well, back to mugging sessions again. Down with the tests....

And they tell you to chase your dream. I might not be chasing it fast enough. That is why it is always so elusive. It's so far away now that i hardly remember what it looks like. I am just a person.

Not all dreams, will come true.