Walking through the front door

Walking through the front door

Well i am back. It's good to be back.

New blogskin is under construction. I am having a dilemma about what blogsong to use. I wanted to go for something that matches my blog theme. This here is the the blog theme for Kingdom Hearts II, i wonder if anyone heard of it before. Only PS2 gamers would noe i tink haha, i love Kingdom Hearts. Maybe i should just play whatever i want here since it is my blog. Tat will also mean tat i will change my blogsong quite often haha.

Spare me the "Congratulation, your exams are all over" compliment. THEY AINT OVER! I am already very depressed over it and at the same time fucking piss. The BIG ORGANIC CHEM test was suppose to be today but Prof Lai was "not feeling well" so he cant come to school and the whole lecture, tutorial and the test was cancelled and postpone to next monday. Cancelling is good but POSTPONING ISNT! I studied so hard for it day and night, everything i have done was all for today's test and it just got POSTPONE like nobodies business. I am very angry by this and i procrastinate to my friends. As usual, i better spare the procrastination comments since nobody likes to listen to them.

This week sucks, major sucky. A lot of strange stuff happened. Firstly the stupid test got postpone, secondly Dr Adrian Michael CANCELLED his bloody lecture again for tomorrow. Just what is seriously wrong with the fucking people (i cant help but to keep hurling vulgarities on my blog, that is how usually act when i am really angry). Keep postponing and changing schedules. Wow i am sure some people must be thinking "heng ah postpone, got more time to study." I dont like things to drag on for so long and so wishy-washy. You know, becuz of this test i put on hold a lot of things. I haven done revision for my other subjects, i got 2 lab reports to write and i got new tutorials to do. Everything sucks! This is the most horrible week of my school life. Procrastinating again....

I envy my students. Yah i know i am envious of a lot of things. They have already finished their exams and relaxing now haha. Kenneth has also finished his PSLE so i wont be giving tuition to him. Keryn still got her SA2 though so my tuition will end for a while after her exams are over. Mine isnt and in fact, i dont want to say about it. Life goes on even on rainy days. I bought myself a new t-shirt today from the school's bazaar, on "retail therapy" if you want to think it that way. I need to destress myself haha.

So i have decided to use this blogsong in the end, kinda like a pop-rock song eh and doesnt go well with my blog theme. Ah i give up, i just use whatever comes to my mind. I love this song all thanks to Mark for reminding me.

Come to think about it, maybe postponing that fucking test isnt tat bad after all. Honestly my preparation for the organic chem test was only like 60%. My other friends also cant seem to study properly for it cuz the content is just really too heavy, really heavy. At least i can slowly plan my studies now that i have manage to grasp most of the concept. I am close to 50% completion of my lab report too. With Dr Adrian cancelling his lecture means tat i can have more time to do my report balance my studies with leisure. The situation seems a lot clearer once you tink about it from a positive point of view. Positive thinking, or should i call it self-delusional. Hack.

Having a lot of mix feelings now. Ever wonder why i wanted to change my blogskin in the middle of my big test? Ever thought about what certain thing means when they just dont make a sense out of anything? Do you know what kind of game Kingdom Hearts is all about? Well why should you know? Why do i even bother asking haha.

Every memory of looking out the back door.

I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor

it's hard to say it, time to say it.
Goodbye, goodbye.

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that i was looking for

It's hard to say it, time to say it

Goodbye, goodbye