Hanzel's Pride Part II

Hanzel's Pride Part II

This feeling that i have is so strong yet so wrong

It's better to listen from afar than sing this song

No, you have done nothing wrong

What's wrong is me

You make me laugh you make me smile

You are my lovely merry-go-round

But sometimes when i know that you dont mean you say

I try not cry in front of you for enduring that smile

An invisible wall drawn between us

You always go first

I dont mind being second

Because i respect you, friendship comes first

You build and rebuild that hideous barrier

I tear and retear that horrendous terror

I lost you sometimes

Are you sincere or are you just a big fat liar

I really see a lot in you then just a person

Your smile stretch further than the horizon

But your action quivers me like the cold winter season

Am I your friend, or just a substituent

I try my best not to bring disappointment

Because you are always there as my happy moment

You know I am not saint

I wonder if you really care when you treat me like dirt

When i want to be close you shun away

When you want to be close i just laugh away

We both cant seems to express ourselves in the correct way

Maybe because when I am being real, i lost my words to say

Lately this feeling that i have is so unbearable

For now i am still sound and tolerable

It takes a lot of effort to break through this gate

Dont push it please, dont push me to the limit

Make me laugh, dont make me sore

You know I hate it when I am cross

Yet you choose to provoke me at all cost

Cuz you know that i will always laugh away, so why bother stop

I am not a toy

Neither am I your little boy

I always bring you laughter and joy

But why do you always make my heart cry

5 days more... i know you are bored but i am doing my best to make you feel better too, cant you see