Thursday, December 04, 2008

Vestige of the voyager


Vestige of the voyager

Ok will try to keep this post short. Oh yah i will upload future post about Mother's birthday celebration the next time once she send me the photos.

I have been going out with my uni friends lately. Went to sing K-box with Wee wee and the guys. Wee wee was the only girl on tat day but she didnt mind, but with no girls to talk to she must be a bit bored also haha. She can sing really well and duet with Chee Keong cuz they noe a lot of songs haha. I was just trying my best not to make a scene out of myself but i cant help to resist when it comes to the song "Touch my body" by Mariah Carey haha. It was a very nice experience K-boxing and i haven sing myself to my heart content for a very long time. I need to brush up on my singing skill lol.

Went to play mahjong at Yin Ngai's house today with Chee Keong and Zhenjian. Zhenjian wasnt in luck today so he lost quite a bit. In the end, Yin Ngai and I were the winners while Zhenjian and Chee Keong lost. I find the bet rather big though. Full limit 5 tai is worth a maximum of $6.40, very expensive, it's one of the biggest game bet that i ever played. Oh well, there are always winners and losers in the mahjong table, and nobody stays as the winner forever. I can only count myself lucky today.

Not really tired, not tat mentally tired, just trying to catch a break. This week has been really fun. A lot of events, a lot of outings and a lot of MONEY SPENT ON OUTINGS lol. I spend close to like $150 plus already, i feel sinful haha. Need to rest for a while, no outings for now, maybe sunday but i will try to take it slowly. Yan Hong is coming back soon, helped him settle a bit of admin stuff here. He got penguins to collect, shares to boost and cars to park haha. Kinda fun though, get to see a few different games in facebook cuz i dont play facebook a lot.

When having less means more. Quantity isnt proportional to quality. I know how closely related this is to the F&B industry. I still dont noe much about its meaning in life. My life in particular. Having more isnt everything. More doenst seems more, it seems lesser to me. It's not enough when it seems to be, so when is it ever enough for me? I already know what is enough to me. I learnt it through a very hard and painful way. A terrible price to pay, a price so big that not any amount can make up to it.

So yah, everything doenst mean anything to me if i am not contented with myself. I want to be myself and i am going to like it. And i am asking you nicely, like me or hate me, you pick a choice. And dont say that you want both, because you cant have everything in life.

I want to find it, what i've been searching
The voyage it out to the sky...

When you fly in the sky, ship in divine!
you're dreaming
leave your worries behind, that's imagination!
can you feel it tonight
the fire outside is sprouting

All you got to do is break it through to make your wishes all come true.
Amazing~

Anyday, anytime, you can reach out to the sky
Spread your wings, kept it light,
say it now "i'm gonna be myself!"

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