Euphoria awaken

Euphoria awaken

Flowers to those whom you once remembered

Flowers for those who shall be dearly beloved

He cries for you with simple sorrow

He cries without you for the next tomorrow

Tears falling like the morning dew
A chance lost to say "I love you"

There stood a grave that says rest in peace

There stood my day when emotions cease

Falling in grace

I've lost my place

There's nothing to much to say

So why bother stay

Just go away

Physical chem is having a quiz, so fast. I bet it's gonna cover all the way till Gibbs energy. Struggling with entropy already and with Gibbs thrown in, i can only just pray for the best on thursday haha. Tutorial haven start yet and already i have 3 tutorials on my hand. I have totally no freaking idea how to do the Analytical tutorial lol. It's like a bit no link from wat i learnt during the lecture, it's more like a statistic lecture than analytical. I never like statistics, i always hate it even though i can score for it. Inorganic has got a lot of freaky looking molecules. VSEPR theory is killing me and the point group symmetry, well i just anyhow wack at some of the questions haha.

Going for a shoot tomorrow with Dean early in the morning, hope to end by afternoon cuz i shifted my tuition slot to 4pm. I keep changing tuition slot this week due to the shoot and i feel so awkward, i just anyhow crap a reason haha. I got a new black bag also, i tink i am going to use tat too when i go to school. Now i got a black and white bag, cool. I am in love with the black, white and grey series of colours. I just like the simplicity of it or you could just say that i grow out of those fancy colours already. Going for a new retro-hairstyle: the chicken head haha. I tink Yanhong and the infocomm gang saw it today but it's not perfect yet so its like a pointy unicorn horn lol. Will perfect it by monday and start styling that to school.

A big congratulation to myself for reaching level 105 in my FlyFF game. I haven got my items yet lol so i need to sell and buy a lot of stuff. It's been a while since i reach a goal, the taste of success is sweet.

And no, this isnt how it was. My original blog post has always been.....hard to comprehand. I just added in the mundane stuff to spice up the blog. Life has always be complicating in my opinion. I no longer see things as simple as it is, even when it really is. Yes, i complicate things. When life seems simple, it just means that you haven see hard enough. Dont be myopic to your surroundings and make me despise you.

You cant let certain things go no matter how hard you try to. They are persistant, relentless and excruciating. When happiness can just fly away like a brisk, regrets and sorrow stay anchored deep in your mind like rooted wings.

Go away, my relentless sorrow