Silent obligation

Silent obligation

My obligation for you is silent

A cold scream, all without violence

An endless echo much like a preach

The claims that i make, draft of a speech

Edited in silence

Committed without a reason

This deafening silence is killing me

Tranquility
Too much can drive a saint insane

I SHOULDNT have went out with mum to IMM today. I mean like OH MY HOLY DAMN GOD, i spent $130 plus on a shirt and a jacket at Fox thanks to the so call Chinese New Year shopping spree. Spree your big head, i lost control of my shopping budget and wack my debit card in a flash. DAMN, and talking about broke, now i am even MORE BROKE THAN EVER! I blame mum for bringing me out to shop today haha. Oh well, i am getting my tuition pay tomorrow. Guess tat will even off the loss, going to cash it into the bank. Bank account is depleting of money, i need to save even more than ever. But i like the shirt and jacket i bought today, i didnt feel any regrets at all till i saw the total price after tat lol. Blah blah, i will use Chinese New Year as a reason to get new clothes bah haha.

Completely stump by the problem set 2 for inorganic chemistry. I give up doing tat paper cuz its so hard, need to ask my friends for advice. Hmm nothing much going on lately. Might be going out with Fizah, Kitty, Yuying and Samson at night. There goes my money again ARGH! I guess this Chinese New Year is becoming more like an operation to save my depleting bank account haha. Think about it this way, i will be able to show off my latest look with confidence during that time, at a freaking cost of DEPLETING MY BANK ACCOUNT OMG! I cannot help but to feel remorse for my money spent. I am so feeling so guilty now.

And dont i just love procrastinating about my mundane life. Whoopie...zzz