An unwilling obligation

An unwilling obligation

End of round 2A. Round 2A was a terrible round with a lot of hypes and panic. It's a good thing tat most of the yr 1 students bail out after seeing the cut of point for GEM2901 to be at 500+ lol. Eventually the cut of point for tat module was around 600+. I got it, same for Mark, Yong Cong and Zhen Jian. Guess its the 4 of us taking this module together and maybe doing the project too. I have already secured my 4-days week, if i can get my lab slot on tuesday then i am sure to secure my 3-days week haha. Unbelievable! Wai Kit didnt get his module so he got to fight at round 2B, good luck ah buddy. School is almost starting and it is time for me to get serious with my studies. Inorganic is notorious for their weekly quiz, i need to mug heavily for tat once school reopens lol. For now i will just enjoy the last few moment of my holidays.

And i can still hear screaming and shouting from HKSS. Noisy but they sound like they are having fun. Anyway i went to NUH with my brother today. He got kidney stones and tat was why his tummy was hurting so badly. Doctor told him to drink a lot of water and he was discharged straight away. Spent close to like 3 hours waiting at the A & E area and the medical bill is like damn ex, argh. And i still haven decided on wat modules to take when i left my house at 1.30pm. I just log in to CORS and spam 1000 points on tat module praying hard tat i will get it. I got it eventually but the moment anxiety while i was waiting at the hospital was driving me crazy. Really thankful to have gotten tat module at a mere 603 points. I would say it is cheap already base on the fierce competition just now. School, somehow i just miss school. I miss my friends but definitely not the school work. And definitely not exams, lol.

Celebrating at Bugis for Adrian's departure tomorrow. Kbox outing with Peiyin and Yuying on Sunday. Wat a good way to end off my holidays. Going to spend a bomb of money on outings again but tat will be the last 2 outings for me once school reopens on monday. I want to get my tuition pay soon ah, i miss my money so much. New year is coming and i cant wait to open up my hongbao, even though i noe that the amount of money received is going to be alot more pathetic than last year thanks to the economy crisis. Shao Wei has been asking me a lot of chemistry questions, he is a very intriguing student i must say. Teachers will love him haha, which teacher wouldnt like a studious student lol. Vixson has been playing DOTA with my friends lately and now asking me bio questions haha. Hope to go shooting with Dean next time cuz i want to earn more money also haha. Need to start planning my work already for the next holiday in May. I must work and work a lot harder than last year so tat i can pay for my school fees and save enough money to fly oversea with my friends, maybe in Year 3. I want to go oversea again! Concentrating on the present for a better future ahead, i can do it. For now, leading a pathetic student life bah lol.

Just listened to a lot of songs from Onegai Teacher. It is a very nice anime and i thought it was about some lovely dovey story between a teacher and a student. It is but not tat lovey dovey, more like touching and sad. A lot like Ah! My Goddess type of love anime, i just love it and it makes me feel teary watching. KGNE made me cry, animes can be just so touching. Too bad i cant find the song Snow Angel by Kotoko on Gendou, i cant believe they dont have it. Ok lah at least Imeem still has it so i can use tat as my blog song. Hope to find tat song again someday.

Everybody had a great time in some way or another. I know that too but we each have different lives to follow. Our lives may intersect once in a while but it is not permanent. Happiness isnt about holding on to it, it is also about letting it go. Because when you let it go, someday that happiness will fly back to you once again in a brand new experience. Once is enough, a moment of happiness is what makes happiness really worth being happy for. Reality is cruel, it taught me the hard way. They say that the higher you climb, the harder you fall. I know that, but do you know that it is also more difficult for you to fall as you climb higher?

You love a riddle

When you laugh at my words

and i laugh at your facial expression

We both laugh out loud

Those were the days

You hate to be alone

When you stood by my side

and i accompany you for the day

We both had a great time

If only i can just turn those back

I waited, you waited, but we never stay