Dear Valentine

Dear Valentine

Once again it is time to celebrate Valentine's day just because some guy name it on the 14th of February. All the couples will be spending quality time together in their 2 little worlds. All the singles will be sending wishful Valentine thoughts to their friends in hope to be part of this Valentine's mood. All the broken couples will once again be reminded of their agony for once this was the day their love blossom and now the graveyard of their relationship. Happy Valentine's day indeed. Everybody loves Valentine's day in one way or another, dont we?

On wishful hope to be part of this festive season, desperate singles will do their best to please themselves even if it means nothing at all in return. Dying to love and to be love, they love their friends more than themselves in seek of pleasure beyond the hidden fact. It's a fact that singles can only envy the couples during Valentine's day. Alone you may be but hopefully not forever. Someday you will get a chance to celebrate the true meaning of Valentine's day. I wish that Valentine's day can be made an official public holiday so i wont be feeling so sucky now, haha. Welfare for the singles please.

Valentine's day for couples. Well honestly, to me isnt it suppose to be Valentine's day everyday for couples? Being together in most of the days, i honestly dont see much significant meaning on this day apart from the girl next to you receiving more roses than the other. It's just a day for couples to be "extra" close together in my opinion, and that is also when business will bloom by attracting love-birds to their so call "Valentine's day promotion". When they say that 2 people are living in their 2 worlds when they are caught in the love web, and that love makes a person go blind, it literally means what it says haha. Gullible yet naive, they lead a simple life together while being barred from the cruelty of the outside world on this day. Everybody deserves to be stupid once in a while, why not today? And again, if you keep changing partners every Valentine's day, i dont see a reason why you should celebrate Valentine's day when you obviously dont cherish the true meaning it. It's hard to stick to one partner nowadays, most people just go by the looks or so call "feeling". Valentine's day everyday for the superficial ones, i will think that there is something wrong with their brain haha.

It's better to have been love before than never to have love at all. They say that it is better to be love than to love somebody. But someone has got to start the chase first before you can say that. Loving somebody can be fun, agonising, fulfilling and confusing. You have love before and now the feeling is gone. Valentine's day no more for you, perhaps there just wasnt any kind of love in the first place apart from just "love at first sight" and "love the way you love me" sort of feeling. Movies will always portray the so call "Holy Grail of Love" when 2 couples fell deeply in love with each other and obstacles just appear process of trying to be with each other that makes the love worth while. Honestly, no 2 person can remain "madly in love with each other" for too long if you get to see that person 24/7 everytime. Humans get sick of each other. A very good example would be your parents. Parents take care and love you with all their heart but sometimes you just find them a bit too naggy or crossing over your line once in a while. It happens, and so does couples. Again, whether if they can get back together again or not is purely NONE OF MY CONCERN, lol

And i am just a nobody voicing out my opinion on this Valentine's day. I wont be able to possibly feel what this day really means while i am still single. Than again, i might just be feeling a bit jealous and envious of not been able to be part of this festive mood myself. And again, WHO CARES! I dont mind loving myself more to convince myself that "hey i can feel the love too", every singles doing that now lol.

Valentine's day is really sweet when you spend it with one person alone, one and only one in your life. The one you believe that you truly love and one who truly feels the same for you. Just so that this love is not an obligation but a form of committment between the 2 of us forever. When this committment starts to feel like an obligation, Valentine's day will always be part of a memory which was once too real to be true. It will only be once forever, never ever forever. Not even near if you want me to be frank.

Back to my life. Gonna spend my time doing homework, studying and teaching tuition today. My work is sort of 70% cleared by now but the test dates are looming near so i got to study harder. I have been neglecting FLYFF a lot ever since i started playing DOTA. Well i keep dying in DOTA and i dont like to play a losing game, i am a terrible sore-loser. That's why i always play games that i have confident in. I dont want to play a game that will spoil my mood for the day, duh. And even though i say that i wont be playing, i will still play to entertain my friends. I need to appear offline more often now lol. My term-break is coming, a relieve to my hectic schedule. I need a good rest for myself....

My valentine once, a valentino forever.