Rekindle the passion
As usual i am gonna keep this short to spare the torture on the viewer's eyes.
BBQ at Zhen Kang's party was great. Took quite a lot of photos but mostly unglam shots. Gonna wait for the group photos to be uploaded so that i can take a look. Sent tons of resumes but to no avail and somemore, i heard tat ZJ is working under the attachment FOR FREE zzzz. I will never work for free even though the experience is good or it looks nicer on the resume. I dont buy a crap from wat A*star says. No money no talk, period.
4 more days till the release of my exam results. I am not looking forward to it be this is inevitable. On and over with it please, i want to enjoy my June shopping spree without any emo clouds over my head. Liberation rulez, haha.
Meanwhile i will be doing relief teaching for the last of this week, if possible continuously if not i am just gonna shake leg at home. Somehow, shaking leg at home feels better than relief teaching. Same old school with a brand new twist of experience. A spiral down twist i would say cuz i am hanging out with a bunch of bimbotic, low-EQ, queue hogging, "i love to teach but only 30% of the class listen to me but i still want to teach" idiots. I wish July would come by quickly cuz the month of May is full of disappointment and i seriously hope tat my exam result wont add salt to my wound. Also i hope tat my MOE friends can kick those bimbos out and make them jobless, ROAR! I am going to endure a torrent of CRAP and HOLLA-BALLOON this week. Yah i use a smile to hide a thousand sorrow, smiley smiley zzzz.
Lets see now currently only Mr Joel, Gordon Tan and George strikes a better impression on me compare to the other bimbos. Seriously, i cannot believe such ppl ever exist. Oh yah i just dont like them leh, go sue me lor. Zzzz... Ok i am acting like a bitch here but seriously, i dont like people with low EQs. I SERIOUSLY HATE THEM! Then again you can say "stop whining like a baby and get use to it lah." True true, tat is when i will counter back by saying "stop reading my blog you bitch and stop lecturing me before i block you on my MSN." Idiots, dont tag if you dont like my blog post, have a brain please. Let me procrastinate once in a while can. Can you let a moody person vent out his frustration and you just open your fucking ears and listen to my words. Can i stop seeking permission from you people to listen to my rain of torrent without a thought of "there he goes with his whining again." Should i say thank you to you after listening to my whining? Can i scold the word fuck without people saying "wow you scold the word fuck." Can you please dont act like if u know a lot about me when you know nothing about me at all? Talking about all this makes me even more piss than ever. ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To hell with everything around me, and i am so gonna grow a few more wrinkles by tomorrow. Boo hoo.I really really really really dislike them. And i dont care how much people like them, I DONT LIKE THEM, and you are not me so you wont know how i feel.
It's not real if it stays on forever like a fairytale
My love for everything is real
Ironically it doesnt last forever
Because my love isnt a fairytale dream, its a living nightmare to me now.
What's real doesnt feels real to me
Passion is just like a can of soda pop
It sizzles when you first open and stays dead at the next moment
Never to be revived again, not matter how sweet it may taste.
Jealousy blues
It's turning into a nasty rule
First come envy
Next come jealousy
Finally rage, end of story
That's one sad tragic story...
I've been through this before, can you make me re-live that kind of passion again?
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