Outbound Singapore

Outbound Singapore

Oh man blogger is F-ed again. There is something wrong with their website and it is seriously annoying to blog when i really want to blog, lol.

Well the boys and girls are off to Pulau Ubin for their OBS. I have never been through tat before, wonder wat's the difference between Sec 3 camp with OBS. I got to admit that i will miss them a little LOL. Ok i take tat back, i will miss the noise a little. It's hard to ignore the fact that they have been so chitter chatty on my MSN all the time and all of a sudden you see the whole bunch of them disappear on the list for a week. Ah, i wonder if i should say relieve to my ears or despair to my boredom. I better dont make them think that they are somehow "highly overrated" by my comments. Little devils, bygone from my sight haha. Hope they dont come back with a broken leg, haha.

Hmmm, it's still kinda early to sleep but i dont noe wat to do. No mood to Dragonica, no mood to study *definitely, not at this hour lol*. i feel lost all of a sudden haha. And my brother asked me about Kbox, lol. He wants to go with his friends to sing at the Clementi outlet so i just help him out a bit.

Ah, time is passing by so slowly. Even though school is gonna rain a hell lot of work to me: Lab on tuesday, organic notes to study, herbal lecture notes from Dr Koh is FREAKING 116 PAGES THICK, human physiology for GEK2501, late tuition for QianKang and some other issues, I should be buried in a pile of work while the rest of them are out kayaking at Ubin. It sucks to have this void in my life even when it is suppose to be the best time for me to focus on my studies. ARGH #$@# how to study at this rate with this mood!

Ummm, i feel pathetic at the moment haha. I need something to screw up my life, in a positive way of course lol. Cuz i just lost one, i feel like a wreck haha.

What's gonna happen, will happen
Not if but when
Eventually, they will return
So i said to myself a lot of times
"Someday you got to let go and learn how to cherish"
I'm learning and i am trying hard
Something is holding me back
Who? What?
It's my heart and emotion
Ah, the irony of this love and hate game
And i shall end of the verse with this
"Let go and someday they will fly back to your wings"
Eventually

Good luck to them.