Teardrops of the final romance

Teardrops of the final romance

Last day of term-break and it is time for the CAs to start. I still got a long way to clear them since my CAs are split into 2 weeks.

So my day was spent together with Vixson as he was doing math at my house. I was reading my own notes while standing by to "assist" him haha. I flunk at peeling potato skin so I tink 20% of the potato went down the dustbin as i was making mash potatoes to eat while idling at home. Went out to have dinner together and played one round of DOTA before sending him home. A simple way to spend my time, i am getting sleepy haha.

I refuse to print out the notes for tomorrow's organic lecture because it is almost EXACTLY the same as last year's notes. Gonna reuse them so i wont be wasting my papers and ink. I can easily reuse because i use pencil to write on everyone in my notes haha. Parkin isnt printing that notes too so at least i wont be alone in my stand against the reuse of old notes campaign haha.

Listening to some Utada Hikaru's album at the moment. I am trying to look for the live concert version of her song Sakura Drops. It's a lot better than her CD version but i dont think they have it around. Might take a while to hunt for the songs. Sigh...

I have make a lot of conclusions in life, everyday nonetheless. Never to hurt myself unintentionally again. I refuse to put too much trust in things around me and maintain a string of pessimistic streak. If you dont fall too deep, you wont hurt yourself. Love yourself more than anybody else that can give you in this world. Because when you feel lost and alone in this world, the only one who can really save you is yourself. Well, not many people can really be alone and lost in this society, not even myself. But sometimes, one just couldnt help but to feel a sense of loneliness especially in time of needs. Look around and wake up from your dream, who is really around you in time of needs. Nobody...

It's time to call to an end to this romance, I vow it will be the last

Heartbroken I might be...

For within the flying breeze of the willow, the petals shake and the flower withers

Then came the last rain of the summer storm whose tears swept through the valley

An image came to my mind as autumn approach

We use to endure through countless battles, unforgettable.

This love feels like everything in hand

I wish that this will be the last heartbreak

For within the flying breeze of the willow, the petals shake and the flower withers

How long will it takes for the pasture to return

Shoulder by shoulder, they are all nothing but the past

From far the view of the scene looks spectacular

My heart aches, so painfully

I wish to be near this feeling again so desperately

Gradually, one week has pass by silently

I reach for the sky like if searching for something

Sincerely i pray to an end of this agonising romance

I vow it shall be the last and begin my brand new day

For within the flying breeze of the willow, the petals shake and the flower withers

Alright, I must be alright for now

It doesnt matter, my problem is already none of your business