Cold sigh

Cold sigh

What a busy week for me. Not the E-learning part, it's my tuition and tutoring that is killing me haha.

Due to PSLE this week, i am giving a lot of extra tuition to my P6 boy. All he does is play his gundam toy and poking me around with his dolphin soft-toy. Being all nice and soft-tempered, i will endure all his nonsense. It is his PSLE so i dont care, i am not a very good tutor aint I haha. But who cares, lol. Similarly, it clashes with the end of year examination for HKSS. I have been giving a lot of "free tuition" to the boys haha. Ok lah i can see that they are all eager to prepare for the exam, trying not to fail at least lol. So i couldnt help but to burn away all my time this week helping them out. Got to apologize to reject Hafizah's invitation out for a drink. Very busy week for me this week girl, i promise to come out again next time k.

Honestly i didnt realise that October would swoosh by so quickly. So fast and October is almost over without you noticing it. Ah yes talking about my test, sad ah haha. No time to finish up my IA test properly cuz most of us spent too much time doing the MCQs. I did every question but none confident of scoring full marks haha. I prefer to "do at least a bit for everything" than to "place all my bet on one and forsake the rest". Forsake! You have got to be kidding me. I dont forsake things haha, cheapo mentality for the win. The medication test was also kinda let down. Came out on a lot of biology question which for me is ok cuz i got bio background. Nothing came up from blood pressure and a stupid drug by the name of Nicotinic acid pop up. I dont noe what that drug was for till i read the notes for E-learning week. So now i know zzz, why the hell is a lipid-lowering drug tested on our CA when the syllabus clearly state that we wont be tested on that topic? I feel cheated haha.

So tired. I haven been able to sleep well lately. It's like if i have forgotten how to fall asleep. Unusual but true. Maybe i preoccupy my mind with too much stuff. Oh bless me with your strength Libra, give me strength to endure through this painful week haha.

Oh by the way, just to broadcast a bit here. I am looking for new tuition kids for tutoring after i end off this batch of tuition for this year. Despite my hack-care attitude towards students who dont cherish their education, i know where to draw a line between hack-caring and giving attention to where it is needed. Dont judge my teaching style.

Even with all the stuff packed in my head, i still feel a sense of void in my heart. Nothing seems to be able to fill it.