White lies

White lies

This card was made for me by Perdenver. Indeed it's a very simple card like you said it, yet one of a kind. I will treasure it well. Thanks a lot boy. Even though he is now away at his Sec 3 camp, i couldnt help but to feel ashame about the way i act to him yesterday.

So he said that he was gonna come on thursday to pass me the card. Was kinda looking forward to the gift when he replied back with a sms saying "I lost your card, will redo a new one again." My first impression was: WTF you dont have to tell me that, like if that would make me feel any better huh! Being too sensitive and him being too blunt, our personality clashes like Mars and Venus. Yet at the same time i couldnt blame him for anything. It's in his blood lol.

Petty, that's what he wrote on the card haha. A very rare word that people would usually use on me compare to the usual "money-face", "selfish" or "vain" comments. Not really petty, i would use the word fussy on myself. Little things piss me off. Things like: logging off MSN without saying goodbye, not replying back to my SMS or calls or doing things that you know i dont like but you still continue to do so, really ticks my nerve. Instead of asking so much from other people, i fail to understand that this is part of human nature and it is not easy to change.

So i woke up in the morning to find the card placed outside of my house, as he promised. I was happy to see that he finally kept up to his promise haha, but only to realise it a bit too late. I really wanted to say sorry to him about my behaviour last night cuz i kinda went a bit overboard. He might go saying "Ai yah never mind lah, it doesnt bother me anyway." But it bothers me haha. It's in my blood now lol.

"Really sorry leh buddy, I like your present very much. It's worth more than anything that i received for all my birthdays. I will try to be a little less fussy on you next time haha"

*Disclaimers here. This is the feeling that i am having now on Friday. I might just completely snap over it by the time u read this post haha.