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Another cold cold day. I am wearing my jacket now haha cuz i am lazy to change off my singlet. Totally addicted to You Er's new album. I am trying to find some of her songs, anybody got lobang to intro? Lol.

Good boy clement pushed away the tuition till my exams are over. Haha smartass eh, i haven even open my mouth and he already postponed it away for me. I have 2 papers on monday, argh. It's gonna be difficult for me to juggle my schedule tomorrow, wonder how long would i need to mug till....sigh.

There is this big gate build up around you. It's scary and intimidating. Even if i am willing to lend out my listening ear to you, you wont want to tell me anything either. All i can do is just stand outside, waiting till the day you open up your gate once again. Cheer up k...

I know, cuz i cannot help you with anything at the moment. I get it.

Stressed and tired, yet couldnt sleep at the same time. How i wish this can be as simple as an exam stress haha.

I can see you.

I can hear you.

I am so close to you,

yet there is no way for me to touch you.

You choose to fade away, deep behind the gate.