Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Dream in a bubble


Dream in a bubble

Got back my exam results today. The NUS website was kinda screwed up and i doubt anyone managed to see their results online. In the end we used the good old SMS system. Kinda weird to receive your exam results through the phone. I am contented with my results. I will be switching my passion from Organic to the Analytical chemistry. When passion kills, it's time to get pragmatic. Afterall, I am use to adapting to what I dislike and turn it into a useful tool.

Went to sing with Cheekeong and gang today. Youmei made nice chocolates for us to eat, I love the Rum & Raisin flavour. I also ate a lot of the Mama Noodle tidbits haha. Sang a lot of songs as usual, and a lot of unglam shots of myself zzz. I enjoyed myself today.

I dont see a need to continue being like this when I dont see a future ahead. I shall kill this feeling now, 100% for sure. When I dont see you, or hear from you, it's as good as you dont exist. Yah, you shouldnt have exist. Your existence is making me very miserable.

Ah....I dont want to have this void and empty feeling. I wish there is somebody out there who would hear me talk. Mister Security, where are you?

This perfect society is bustling on the outside, quiet on the inside.

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