You don't deserve it

You don't deserve it

I cant believe how small the world is haha. I feel really happy and grateful to the people whom i have met through my life. You people are the best =)

Still, life isnt all perfect due to some bastards out there. So what if i am "not close to you" or "someone you just know". The duration isnt the limiting factor to friendship, it's the effort you take to know more about each other that counts. Simple actions such as dropping by to say "Hi", asking how someone's day was, etc, are stepping stones towards a greater friendship. It doesnt matter how long it has been since you talk to so-and-so, as long as you remember that person as a friend and you are sincere enough, everybody will work out find without any sense of awkwardness. But why must you be like that...

You dont deserve my everything, you dont deserve ANYTHING from me. I am really disappointed but at the same time glad that I can finally let go of this feeling. This sense of injustice....i feel morally violated. It's like giving a flower to someone and he just goes around stomping over your garden.

It's almost impossible for me to recall how the person I once knew,

He did the unthinkable to my feelings that contradicts my every behaviour.

I can accept a tragedy if it is done with a proper ending.

I cannot accept this conclusion, I'm not ready for it, yet.

I know the rule of this game, for ours is a butterfly world. I am just having a bad hand at the moment...