Till the blue sky falls

Till the blue sky falls

I love that lavender blonde

The way she moves, the way she walks,

I touch myself, cant get enough

And in the silence of the night

Through all the tears and all the lies,

I touch myself and it's alright

Just give in, dont give up baby

Open up your heart, your mind and me

Just know when, that glass is empty

but the world is going bare, yeah.

Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine

Stars in our eyes cuz we are having a good time,

so happy i could die.

Be your best friend and i'll love you forever

Up in the clouds and higher than ever,

so happy I could die and it's alright

I am as vain as i allow

I do my hair and gloss my eyes,

I touch myself all through the night

And when some things fall out of place,

I take my time to put it back

I touch myself till i'm all dry

Nice song by Lady Gaga...

How do you find back this feeling when you feel that all is lost and nothing makes sense. Lost myself in this virtual world, i picture an unimaginable fantasy in my life. Snap out of it, come on! I know what is happening. I know what is the truth to me and what are lies out there.

Will I be missed if I dont talk? Even though I have the habit of doing things I like, freely and casually, I must learn to constrain my behaviour. For now, it's best I rest my sick body for the day. My oh my...