The eternal fantasy

The eternal fantasy

This week is gonna be a peaceful week for me. I don't really have much of the urge to go out, at most to shop for my basic grocery needs. Tired maybe, I'm just having the homely feel at the moment. The interview with Dr Liu went quite smoothly. He even introduce me to his PhD student. If everything goes well and I get accepted by him, I will be working along side with his PhD student. After all, Honours project are just a small portion of the project that PhD students are working on. Technically speaking, PhD students work for the Prof, while i work for the PhD student. Reminds me a lot of working as a part-time temp personnel, haha.

So I tell myself to read the articles and brush up on my IA knowledge during this period of time. my Honours stuff will keep me preoccupied while I look forward to your return at the end of this week. Oh well, at least I have a better reason to sleep early, haha. Have fun there =)

This fantasy feels real even if they disbelief it.

This fantasy is real even if I reject it.

For time doesn't stop for you.

Even if it does, you wouldn't notice.

When in doubt I always go back to the top. Back to basic. No matter how anxious I get, how nervous I want to hide, I must not let it get into my head. I want to be cool like a TV star. Pretend....pretend.....it's a fantasy that seems eternal even for a second.