Realization

Realization

It's a terrible thing to have babies as neighbours. They always wake you up in the middle of your sleep. Spare a thought for your poor neighbour please, I really feel like strangling those babies who kept waking me up from my sleep in the morning. Shut the fuck up lah.

I am a lot happier in the past compare to now. That's all I know.

I need to wake up from this dream

I need to stop contradicting my actions

I need to practice what I preach

Observe the rules of this game. That is what I told myself all this time. However, I'm slowly breaking the rules of this game without me noticing. Yah, some rules are meant to be broken, like the way how some promises are broke.

There's a big ship stuck in the middle of the Arctic ocean. It has a big hole and water keeps pouring in. Then came an engineer who is in charge of fixing this ship. He can pump the water out of the ship but he cannot fix the hole. The ship wont sink with the engineer around. Everyday, the ship stays afloat with the engineer by the side. Tell me why oh engineer, why do you want to fix this ship so badly? What's the use of doing everything when you cannot fix the hole in the ship?

The engineer gives a mean grin on the face and says: "because I like what I am doing at the moment."

Eventually, everybody will turn dumb once a while in their life. Smart people exist, but dumb people predominates more.

It's like moving along a travellator. I'm moving along with my life but I'm also stuck at the same spot. Question the question, no wonder I'm going into the analytical field. Tsk.

Waiting for the last train that doesnt seems to come. It says there "Last training arriving" so it's gonna arrive sooner or later, right?