Saturday, August 07, 2010

Bride of sorrow


Bride of sorrow

I bought a new bag, again. I wanted to buy the Deuter bag originally but I bought something else instead the other time. In the end I couldnt let my heart off from the Deuter bag. It was like love at first sight but I choose to avoid it. Eventually, I ended up going one big round to buy the bag for myself at a hefty cost.

But sometimes, what your heart says could be wrong.

Going out with Mother and gang tomorrow to have a drink at Holland V. It's a good way to celebrate Zhen's departure for her further studies at London. However, we have a secret plan installed for her on that day. Hehe, I'm really bad at keeping secrets and I tend to say it out easily. Haha, I wont say it here. Let's just say that I get to enjoy the game of Charades tomorrow. Ho ho ho.

For they are friends, my real friends whom I acknowledge their exist not in my mind but in my life.

I was on my way to buy dinner for myself today. Along the way I spotted a familiar figure. It was her, one of the students whom I taught before in HKSS. She was walking towards my way and she had this unfriendly look on her face. I had thoughts about taking a detour but it was too late cuz she was approaching me at a rather fast pace. I put aside my thoughts and approach her as how I did to other people. "Hey there" I said. Suddenly, she gave me a really big smile on her face. We chatted for a while before I went off to buy my dinner. Yah, what a good girl she is.

Even though they are not the usual type of friends who roam around your world, they once exist in your life and will always do no matter how long you have lost contact with them.

Then, there are those people whom I befriended online. I have a lot of online friends because I spent quite a lot of time playing games and using social forums to interact. I did have a great time talking to some of them regarding certain topics. Little things that we share are insignificant in the real life, but it is those little pieces that brought us closer together. However, that's all between me and those online people. We will always chat behind the computer. I wont enter into their world, and neither would they. We would have never been friends in the real life without the help of the Internet. We are friends only with the Internet, because it's the only social barrier that shields us from the awkwardness that we will face in the real life. After all, I dont know anything about you at all in the real life. I still love my online friends though, I think.

Friends behind the screen, they exist because I acknowledge them as a community in my mind. Once this ideal cease to exist, so will they.

The bride loves the wrong groom

She made the wrong choice but chose to accept it

Love while the time is short

For this happiness between them is only temporary

For this sorrow inside her will be eternal

For this irony inside him will be condemn

She said she had fun with him though

Too bad he isnt here to have fun with her now

Pity the bride who made the wrong choice

Now she blames the groom, tsk.

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