Good-bye Chalon

Good-bye Chalon

I'm finally getting some progress for my research project. I hope to be done with Phase 1 of my project and move on to the next phase. Method validation is kinda agonising to do with so many calculations and plots and maths haha, but i guess RSM is gonna be even more complicating considering the fact that I didnt learn anything about it before and I need to learn from scratch. RSM stands for Response Surface Methodology. If you dont understand what it means, skip to the next paragraph.

Soon, Im gonna get another 2 more tuition assignments to teach. Got to thank Weiming for his lobang. I have to take new students because my current batch will all end by November. Im getting a new Sec 2 and Sec 3 boys for myself. Cool, new students to teach, more fun again haha. Yah I know, FYP is killing me along with school work. I hardly have time to do my own revision while I have the time to blog, lol. Partly is because I want to keep myself preoccupied with stuffs to do. Right now, I really have a lot on my hands despite the fact that I can still blog online. I hope to vanish from this online world soon.

I dont like the online world, I really hate the online world. I swear that someday, I will abandon the online world *except for work purposes* and stick with what is real around me. I guess I hang out too long with the online people. There are some whom I befriended from that place, but the relationship isnt as concrete as the offline world. My reverse mind is ticking again.

I went to do a fingerprint personality test with Rachel on Monday. The person said that I have a "stubborn" and "reverse" mentality. Stubborn as in I tend to be more individualistic, more independant and have a mindset of my own. Reverse as in critical and question a lot about things in life. He said that I can work well in the quality assurance area, haha. I agree with him too.

He told me that I dont have a lot of friends. I agree with him. He can understand how I think, cool. But too bad it's just pure intepretation. In real life, not a lot of people can stand my attitude haha. I was told by some to change. Then I wanna ask them: Why should I change? More specifically, why must I change just because you ask me to? To be even more precise, who do you are to boss in my life.

Yah, there are a lot of idiots around my life, both in the offline and online world. How do I deal with it? Just simply make a joke out of them and ignore it. They make quite a good laughing stock out of themselves, thus there are quite a good source of jokes to crack among my friends too.

Im still a bit clingy to the online world because Im still fascinated by the different types of people whom I get to interact with. But as you know me better, Im the type who likes to indulge in stuff and keep gorging myself with it till I get bored of it, then I will cast it aside and find something else to do. That doesnt apply to relationship issues lah. Come to think about it, Im wasting a lot of time online, lol. Soon though, really soon. I will find better things to do. Maybe I will go attend church with my aunt, haha.

Keep in contact. That's something that a lot of people preach but dont act. Yah, I heard that as much as I have farted in my life. Yawnz. Back to my research and catching up on my sleep. Sensitivity can be calculated by ........