Well it's saturday. The thought of going out did came to my mind, but upon realising that i spent a bomb on my game i just cant force myself to go. Ok fine i am finding excuses now, just went over to buy my MAR comic haha how can i possibly be broke. The "mood" just isnt build up so it's best i stay at home. I spend most of my time playing my Tales, halfway through i guess. Nothing really interesting or earthshaking happen though, partly because i choose to confine myself at home tats why haha.
Try finding some songs to curb my boredom but to no avail. What other new songs are there recently hmmm let me think, NONE to my interest haha. Tomorrow is sunday, should i go out? There are some factors to ponder on. One: Will anyone be asking me out tomorrow? Two: Will i have the mood to go out tomorrow? Three: If i really want to go out, who should i ask to go with? Actually i hate to organise outings, thats why i do go out a lot cuz i like to act as Duke of blah blah kingdom waiting to be invited as a guest not the other way round. There are some people who i want to ask to go out with but i am just not brave enough to confront them. Shyness is one thing, embarressment is another. I dont know how they think of me, neither do i. Ok well i sort of have a hunch how they will think of me but i just choose to avoid them. Will i ever pick up the courage and ask so-and-so to go out, well maybe never haha. Dont anyhow guess who they are ok, there are guys and gals that i want to ask going out but i just dont like to initiate. Sure we will wait, you can wait and i can wait till the end of dawn. I have seriously got to wake myself up from running away. It's not easy to let people to understand how you are feeling, especially if you are just a nobody. Everyone have a pair of eyes, but not everyone are keen and observant enough to see what you are thinking of.
Follow your faith and dont be blinded by loyalty
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