A Change that hurts

Ok it's sunday now. Didnt manage to go out haha but i dont mind at all, spend my whole day playing my Tales again. I think tat as long as i dont start to get bored from my game i will never go out, even so it will be very reluctant. Well it doesnt matter, this game costs me a great hundred bucks and it deserve my each and every attention.

I may have under-estimated certain issues. Nonetheless the plan shall proceed as per normal, at least there are some progress going on. Though my life at home may seems "boring" to some, but somehow i feel tired. The time spent so much on waiting, waiting for something to happen, is painstaking. The higher i bring my hope, the harder they fall. Yet knowing this philosophy some still choose to believe in it, only until it's all too late which is when we fall hard on the ground saying "damn it, wake yourself up! It's aint gonna happen so snap out of yourself". Yet that glimpse of light shining so gentle and bright is so irresistable that you cant forsake giving it up. Hope can be pretty addicting sometimes. Everything in this world can be nice or totally the opposite. Fire: when burning it can bring about warmth and life. Too much of it and it burns anything and everything regardless of what. Water: it is gentle and rewards kindness. The reward can also bring about destruction, washing away everything along the path of sorrow. Earth: strong and rigid which builds our character. Yet even the strongest mind will crumble if it cant be control properly. Wind: free and easy as it goes. However not everybody can afford to pay for it's price. Darkness: the presence brings solitude and fear. Those with intentions will also be corrupted and mislead. Light: the beginning of creation that brings hope and sight to what we have. What we see can also be erase away for when there is hope there will be disappointment.

Shinn: Your service has been great. It is time for you to rest.
???: Ha ha ok ok i will, it's been fun anyway. Good luck guys.
Shinn: It's time
???: Agree. From now on i will take his place
???: When the hell are you gonna let me out!
Shinn: Be patient, your turn will come eventually
???: Argh you better keep your promise wretch
???: Lovely sight isnt it, ah when will my day come too....
Shinn: Patience guys, it wont be long now. We all know that too dont we
???: .....
???: Fine
???: I dont like it when you stop doing tat
Shinn: Nobody does, but it's the right thing to do
???: Very well

A brand new curtain may look nice, but when it gets old you got to draw it down eventually.