A World different everyday

Ok happy national day. Dont know wat to start with so just anyhow hit one greeting haha. Hmm not a bad day at all, wake up and do my usual routine, play Tales and tats all haha. Mum had a mahjong session again with the fellow aunties haha. One of the auntie had something on so they ask me to "sit in" for a while cuz they were dying for a fight lol. Played for 2 rounds before she came back *fast...* but i didnt win or lose much, it's only 2 rounds wat haha. It's been a long time since i play mahjong, my itch is starting but with Tales preoccupying me i am completely tied up by my love haha. Only when i finish playing it then i will throw it one side lol, need i mention it costs me a good whole hundred plus for this game, how can i just simply throw it one side haha. I am seriously broke for these few months. I have already spend over my budget ranging from transport, facial products, arcade, games etc crappy things i need to pay up that has none to do with me. I am broke broke broke but i still wanna spend haha. I must really tighten my wallet now. When over to look at handphones, especially for my beloved Le Amour Nokia 7370 series. People says tat its a pretty old phone but i dont care, i just love it. I like phones for their looks, not functions. I must buy something matching to my personality and not any ugly looking phone with superb MP3 or bluetooth function. Style comes first, functions later haha. Most importantly it must look good, easy to press, stylish, posh, elegant, nice tone and need i emphasize on LOOKS again. Though it's old that bloody phone still cost around 400 bucks even with a freaking plan! Trading in my current phone will be 300 bucks, still over my limit. I will wait i dont care until the freaking price drop. Damn it drop drop drop! I will wait even till christmas is over.

I am wat they want me to be at home, i am not me when i am not at home.
I am can be funny with some people, i cant be funny when i am with some people.
I will behave when you want me to, i will not when you dont want me to.
I want to be how i am to you, i dont want you to think how i am to you.
I will show you how i am to you, i will wait for you to accept me.
If you cant, i will be someone different to make you accept me.
Then again, i aint me no more so i cant accept you.

Life needs to be pushed and pulled. You push me and i will pull myself to you