A lonely duet

Haha quite nice to be on off tomorrow, it's been a long time since i give myself a break from my work in camp. Yah there might still be work but i have got permission from boss to come back, so go sue me if you dont like it haha. Finally the long ICT period is gone for now, camp is gonna be peaceful for another 2 weeks before all hell breaks lose again haha. Today marks the end and boss just want all of us to relax. Had our L.I.V.E activity in camp playing our cohesion games, both men and officers together. We played basketball haha and i absolutely love it! I use to hate basketball cuz i detest myself for been short and not being able to shoot the hoop, but guess wat, the feeling of scoring through the hoop is cool haha. We had a friendly game mixing up both men and officers, had a lot of fun playing our hearts out. I was like shouting here and there, totally loosening myself up haha. I just love to shoot basketballs now, remind me of the days i watch Slam Dunk and i still like them. I wish to perfect my shooting haha but i cant shoot far, must master the proper techniques first. Any tutors out there =P. After the game we had to do some fatigue haha, ended quite late and i just reach home not long ago. I was so famish that i scavage everywhere for food cuz mum wasnt in so she didnt cook haha. I am still so hungry haha, maybe gonna eat some tidbits later lol. Tomorrow is friday, i still have a lot of time to do at my free time. My "restriction" starts in the evening so that means i have a lot of time to play with in the morning and afternoon. Gonna spend the morning to play my beloved Tales, afternoon gonna try going out to Bugis and shop for my no-sleeve hooded shirt. I know it can be pretty boring to shop alone but i couldnt care much less now, i dont want to miss out that shirt cuz i adores it a lot. Anyway it's friday also and it's a working day, most of my friends will be working so lets see how saturday goes. Even if i wont be able to go out at all weekend at least i have Tales to accompany at home, although it's still best to go out haha so might be asking around again lol. I haven touch my Tales for quite some time now, collecting dust haha but i wish to complete it quick so that i can buy a new game for myself. Meanwhile it's shopping first, games later haha.

I had a pretty intriguing dream lately. I still remember it sound and clear like if it was so real. I thought that i have let go of it but apparently i cant, it still lurks somewhere. Yah i acknowledge the fact that i must face it, it's gonna be tough and i will get hurt. I will do my best to stay strong and i wont have any regrets doing so. All i ask for you is to give me one simple chance to explain myself, please. Caring for someone might not need you to develop a liking for somebody, it just proves to show that there is someone you see special that you can get along with better. Upon countless rejection i know how it feels. I can read a person's mind very easily, i am not thinking a lot but i just know how you think of me sometimes. No use hiding haha i can see that, it's obvious from a third party's point of you. Yah i know my presence around can be a nuisance sometimes haha, but i dont care. If you cant accept who i am then it's ok i dont mind giving you up if i dont care for you. But if i ever do, then i wont let go that easily, just find me another friend who i can look up to and i will give you up =P, call it a trade haha.

???: New wounds are forming even though the old ones haven heal yet
???: Maybe it's fate
Shinn: Yah, it is surfacing at the correct moment. It keeps me preoccupied from him
Karzen: His attitude, i like it
Funny: Great, another weirdo like Karzen
Lust: Ah that is hurtful isnt it
Shinn: Ok enough guys, so what do you think i should do now Wendine
Wendine: You seems to be covering up your wounds with more wounds
Shinn: Numbing the pain for another, i am used to it
???: Problems are just stacking higher and higher
Shinn: Dont worry i will resolve one soon, i need a perfect timing thats all
Wendine: I pray for your safety...

Some dreams are just so real that you wont mind not waking up from it forever, if possible