Villa no Amorse

Lol good to be at home now haha. Lots of event happened lately so let me elaborate them carefully. First played Tales with Kai and Nic to complete the special tournament. Initially it was only with Kai but we were trashed badly lol so got to seek more help haha. Philla was damn annoying with her magic, Mint was even worse cuz she can resurrect dead ally, Nataly was annoying and Reid is just persistent. Our formation was in terrible tatters as Phillia pummel Kai with magic and he just stood there thinking that fireball thingy was nothing at all. Fool!!! Decided to target Phillia first as Nic and Kai run in circles while i wack her. Hurray Phillia was dead but that damn damn Mint resurrected her argh, back to square one! Wacked Mint first while Nic and Kai dash like mad evading Reid and Phillia's magic. Then after that i wack Phillia haha thus the rest of the tournament was easily. To think i spend around 30 minutes plus shouting commands here and there, screaming here and there lol Tales is fun haha even Kai and Nic cant stand my yapping. At least we finish one part of the tournament, the next tricky one will be up soon lol. In camp we went for our ATP shoot aka shooting test. I didnt do as well as i done last year haha so no more marksmenship for me now. Anyway i dont get money for getting marksmen so why the hack lol, but i feel so disappointed that i didnt shoot well this time haiz, i want to wear the marksmenship badge ^^P, ended up cleaning the rifle and my hand and face were so greasy haha, beats going outfield anyway lol. To think i am a clerk yet i still need to do combat vocation activities without combat pay, the organisation sure knows how to make full use of people. After the shoot i did the most craziest stunt that i ever pulled, we played game in the midst of the night lol and the part when we need to go back was the most thrilling. We got to evade the guards as we trotter our way back to our unit lol like thiefs haha. It's was really fun and thrilling and yah i wont get to pull this kind of stunt anytime sooner lol. Maybe next week again haha, fun! Joe and Tohly keep bullying me in camp and how the hell does Tohly gets to bully me argh!!! Lovebites, mockery of being short, CALL ME UGLY somemore why that two son of a *dont force me to go into vulgur mood* haha, wats more when Dan and Staff came they said THE SAME THING OMG call life gets any worse then double mockery, it's like stabbing me again and again, my heart is bleeding ah people stop insulting me ah *fainted*. Dan just like to make videos of me, is he like gonna sell it or put in on youtube lol, better not do that now cuz THERE AIN MUCH I CAN DO TO STOP HIM argh. Is that REALLY me in the video i cant believe my eyes!! Ok gonna go out with Tohly, Joe and Prawny tomorrow, watch a movie or something haha and at last i can get to wear my cutesy pink devilish bad boy look tomorrow. Gonna show it off and be myself honestly for once, no more copycats. And yah if i were to stink at it, i dont need your comments. DONT call me ugly it's worse then being call gay lol. Need i mention that my heart is bleeding again, argh my heart ah....*fainted twice*

A flowery bloom
faces so gloom
hazy glow moon
feelings so packed with no more for rooms

This perfect symphony
pain and agony
a tone so lonely
how can i continue on my wonderful story

Diamonds like snow
slowlyit glows
gently it goes
a bitter journey through the cold

Tight predicament
needs enlightment
a twist in moment
friends that you make in life are no entitlement

A perfect symphony in life needs a carer's touch