Estella vi moi saint bella

It's friday and i am at home enjoying my off haha. Woke up early to continue on my Tales, gonna fight the Ryokujunsho again and a hard time with Arietta as usual argh, showdown tomorrow i guess haha. Went out today as planned with Joe, Tohly and prawny, got to wear my new clothes out haha. I feel so comfortable for being myself haha *got quite a number of attention lol* but it's ok i dont mind cuz when i feel good i dont feel anything from my surrounding haha. Watched a movie as we ponder on whether to watch Pulse or Haunted Apartment, but choose to watch Pulse cuz of my ignorant insistent. And yah it was a bad choice to watch Pulse lol, it's like the end of the world *technological cum supernatural phenomenom version*, the ending went way way WAY ridiculous as everyone in the city disappears lol. Abit lame and stupid as the story goes and i feel so cheated watching it haha, sorry for wasting the money guys. Proceed to bugis to take pictures under my order again as everyone goes "shui bian" aka anything. It's nice to take a group picture together and it's a good worth $6 spend on capturing happy moments, just wished that the stupid machine can give out more cards haha. Shopping paradise again as i deem Bugis as my favourite shopping place cuz they got all kind of clothes that i like, especially at Edge haha. Spotted quite a number of potentially future-to-be-mineclothes haha, pampered myself by buying one today from PMK, there are so many that i like at Bugis and yes i will lock on and buy them someday. After this we went to eat but i sort of spoiled the whole mood as i refuse to eat despite coaxing from friends and thus end the happy moment. Joe was very pissed off and i was just that damn stubborn, will eating a bite kills me? Was about to meet up with another gang at chinatown but they disperse off early so yah, home sweet home all the way...

You know i refuse but you insist that i must. You cant give in and neither could I, friction was inevitable. The lines are split but when will it ever heal again. Friends together but never forever, this fairytale just stop again with a missing page torn apart. Emotions got into me along the way, try to make it less obvious while you are doing so about another issue. It doesnt feel good along the way if you are trying to coordinate one thing from another which you deem just as important or even more important as it is. A time cater for our own space where different ethics blend as one, outside interference are sometimes rebuttal but why cant you just get a good disguise to hide it well? I can accept lies if you dont tell me it's a lie and i dont get to ever find that out. Like i said: a perfect deception is better then the ugly truth.

Tick tock goes the clock,
the gate stays lock while this maiden walks

A you in me, a missing key
what i see is just aint no me

Crossing ashore to reach for more
umpteen remorse as disappointment soars

I can wait even till time stops, but will you do the same for me....