Drop of the diamond dust

Hey hey wat a day it has been. Woke up slightly later then i use to cuz i just want to laze around more haha. Played Flyff again and make somemore new friends online, made one from California and one from Sweden. Thus we form this international party and fight together haha, internet does link the world together after all haha. Went over to activate my long awaited debit card that i applied for, it's orange yah with a name on it haha but it's cool cuz it's shiny~~Went out as planned by Zhenni to eat at Fish & Co next to Parkmall. Parkmall itself is a BORING place IMO so thank god i didnt shop there, the glasshouse Fish & Co however has a very nice ambience in it. They played quite a number of songs that i am familiar with haha, eating together with Zhenni, Fiz and Huda. Kit, Sam and Static couldnt make it haha so it's the four of us eating as one. Order this dont noe how to pronounce fish meal with chilli sauce haha, we all kinda reach the opinion tat all the fish we ate are the SAME haha and the only difference between them is the SAUCE haha. The Passion Fruit that we ordered together was just in fact 7-up drink in fruity flavours displayed in fancy-la-la cups haha. Overall it costed me a big deal of 24 bucks *ARGH ex!* inclusive of GST haha but the food was nice i think. The place even use PDA to do customer service survey haha, wanted to steal it though lol. Zhenni was picking on the hygiene services there haha, wat bug lah, dirt on the tissue lah haha. All she wants is free chips i guess haha. Glad to get the JC friends out for a gathering: Zhenni is still bubbly as ever, wearing braces now i see with copper brown hair, Fiz cut her hair and still horny haha, Huda is still the same old self, bitchy about my blog eh haha. They were quite stunned by my new look lol, they say tat i look too kiddy haha. After dinner we walk around in PS, went to Daiso for the $2 frenzy sell haha but i didnt buy anything there, went over to window shop at furnitures lol Zhenni sure got special taste haha but i enjoyed it, play with the furnitures and cups and etc things inside there. Who knew that an unattractive place there could be so much fun haha. Well it was meant to be this way, a lot of people still dont get the meaning of why i wear black and pink. Well it's either they dont ASK or they dont bother to READ. I have my meaning of wearing these 2 colours, as for the kiddy part well people often mistaken me as a 15 year old secondary school boy no matter how much i explain to them that i am in National Service aready. I give up ok so if you think i am still a young boy then fine, think of it this way. My age is of no importance to you =P. Looking like a lolita does have it's advantage haha: no more pestering street surveyors asking me about questions at least haha. Overall i had a good time, the main motive of the gathering was achieve. I am glad to have went out today.

Before i went out today i had a decent chat with Ray on MSN. Ray is a nice guy who i chat with about the meaning of Life. Today we talked about the meaning of outings. I told him that i wanted to hang out with my friends when i ask them out, Ray asked wat meaning does it have if i invite them out. My reply was nothing, i just want to see them. Ray said that it's too difficult to be realistic, without a purpose it's not possible to get them out. I thought about it for a while and after this JC outing i have found my answer. Yes i agree that it is almost impossible to ask someone out without a decent purpose. Being together is not a proper reason at all, but it's up to how someone perceive in the meaning of outing. If one truly wants to go out and spend time with you, there is no need for a reason to ask him or her out. Once outside, it's up to everyone to grab their opportunity to make this outing a successful one. A gathering is not all about one person only, everyone must contribute and engage in whatever there is in a gathering be it just talking, window shopping, playing, eating, watching a movie and etc. Imagine a scenario where you planned the most extravagant outing ever and you invited tons of people to attend but without a certain common interest to talk about or the initiative to engage in the fun, then wat is the use of organising this outing? An outing can be as simple as just a dinner or lunch, but after that it's up to you and everyone to make this outing a special one. You can either split off after meal or take the initative to engage in more activities. If you dont have the mood to go out then dont go cuz it wont be meaningful. I can ask you out but if you feel that you only oblige to going cuz you dont want to feel "guilty" or "pai say" aka embarress or "left-out" then i rather you dont go. It wont be fun anyway, your body may be here but your heart is flying somewhere. I hope i have answer the question correctly Ray, thanks for sharing. It's not the organiser that makes the outing special, it's those been invited out who will be the key to make this outing an even special outing. It's kinda funny that those that i share my inner thoughts with are those who i hardly know or know long enough, but it's also because of their neutrality that makes me more willing to share my views comfortably. I have already found someone who i can share my thoughts with and someone to share my meanings with, all i am missing now is someone to share my purpose of life...

Dont wait for chances to come, grab hold of whatever opportunities that you have first and make them special.