Mellow like a sheep

Woke up early again to play my Flyff haha. It has been fun playing that game even though it has been straining my eyes a lot *ouch*, haven been so "addicted" to a game recently ever since entering the army. Well you cant say that i am anti-social when i coop myself up playing games at home haha, my shopping spree is still on and as pay day gets near the booming shopping frenzy will erupt soon. Alone at home again with bro sleeping like a pig, so quiet and yah how i wish i am not at home also. I like outings but i hate organising outings, very troublesome *and a waste of my numerous free sms haha*. This weekend has been really considering the fact that i will be booking in back to camp soon, next week will be the start of another hectic event as i will be going out to the field again exposing myself to mother nature's wrath. After this week all will be free haha, i love the month of October, not because of a certain day but i just love it for this particular year. It can be either the best or the worst IMO so lets take a step one at a time. Lately i have been having terrible cramps on my leg when i sleep, it's excrutiating and hopefully not a symptom of blood clot in one of my vein. I can only pray if it gets terrible haha.

A lead by passion with unexpected obsession. When passion turns into obsession one loses himself to what he deems important. Obsession may not be all bad, but obsession blinds your humanity turning you into a machine, much less like a lifeless puppet. A perfect deception, you did your very best i can see through that but its not enough haha, i can see through it easily so if you wanna lie to me you got to be better ok. The truth does hurt though but why dont i just understand that haha, life in camp and life outside is just.....very different. Among the three words, saying good bye is always the hardest to say it out.

Sometimes knowing too much about someone is never a wise move.