Heaven or Hell, both in paradise

What a week this has been. Well rather tough and tedious, rushing here and there with ICT. Just came back only today argh my saturday is burn. My flyff is really nice and i have finally change into a magician. It's nice to play but playing alone stinks, trying hard to get Nic to join me so that we can play together. Though camp may be tough, there are lots of downs and some ups. Down down down, after a mellow dramatic life since last week, today is sort of the more "chirpier" day i assume. It's been quite a while since i stay and mug at my computer, usually my bro is the one doing it haha but no choice, gonna level up my Flyff haha. Went outfield to experience real-life tank firing. The experiene was pretty cool when i fee the shockwave from the ground when the shells are been shot out. Pretty cool i must say as i was only about 3 - 4 metres away from the firing tank itself haha, adrenaline rush! Apart from the numerous mosquito bites in platoon formation level and hazardous dust cloud along the journey, i must say that i am glad to live till my seventies *if ever*. I received this email in camp, it has a pretty interesting attachment to it. I admit that they are all....correct about me, mortify to see how an attachment could describe me so easily lol. Who's the fool now?

Life's been mellow lately but i am beginning to pull myself up now. I am really glad to think this through, so glad that i made the correct option. Sometimes you just mustnt think about yourself only. Holding a stand alone is tough, when the time goes wrong it's the moment to change pace. I shouldnt be too optimistic, i must be more positive. I am just really happy to be of assistance thats all, really really glad to have come this far. No matter how much i think, i am still me. I cant set a judgement so easily, if you must go then sure go ahead. The feeling of protecting someone, pulling all your might for that special something that you see so important too. Dont thank me please, i must really thank you for giving me a new purpose in life.

Frion: The Gate's been breached
Dzack: The Key's still missing
Wendine: Brace impact from the Breakers
Karzen: It's only a matter of time before the Pillar falls
Shinn: The Pillar will fall, it's a matter of when
Dark: Then it will be my time, hahahahaha

It wasnt a the brightest move, but it's the happiest one that i ever had and i am willing to do so