Watashi baka no yuyi

Sunday it is, time to book in back to camp soon. Was introduced to this online game call fly for fun aka Flyff. Graphic wise is not bad, best of all is the ability to fly haha i like flying games. Gonna train and train *starting to behave like my bro sticking on to the com playing maple lol*. Maybe touch on Tales later. No mahjong activity today so it's kinda peaceful. A peaceful scene on the outside while a raging war is wrecking havoc on the gentle inside.

I dont wanna be left alone, i dont wanna be an outcast. I want to do my best at everything i can be, especially for something that holds so dearly to me most. I have a lot of support, i have a lot of friends. However there can be only one and only you that can make me go over to the extreme. It's mortifying to see that we cant get to meet each other earlier, my existence didnt make much of an imprint to you. You might find it surprising but once you find a perfect constellation that matches perfectly with you among the sea of diamond light, you dont want to let it go so badly no matter how much you want happiness to spawn around you. Time may be of an essence, but not everything is dependable on time. Time may be wrong, time is not always correct. Our time may be short, my time is even shorter, but as long as i am still around i will do my best to make you happy. Yes i want to make you happy that's all, it's the best i can do now. I want to be happy too, when i see that you are happy and i am just glad to be around to help. Kindness is an act that compromise one's happiness for the sake of another, and this time round i still hold on to this stand. They call you a fool, i call you an even bigger fool, but the biggest fool among is no one but me. I dont mind being a fool, because you are my foolish friend and i am glad to be equally foolish too. Life is so mellow suddenly....haha

I wanna cry, i wanna cry, i really wanna cry
but tears just dont want to come out from my eyes
I really try, i really try, i really wanna try
to bring you away on my wings that i fly
Wings fly high, soar with might
take my problems away from sight
The ever horizon of the free blue sky
Please...i dont want to say good bye

Forgive me mother, please let me be a fool for once

If you want to go into hell so much, how can i just stand there and leave you alone. Why dont you bring me along too...