Ruby of hearts

Hmm a nice day again apart from the "i need to book in today" issue haha. Work is gonna start again tomorrow and yah i hate work. I used to like my work but not anymore, i hate it so much that i detest it and afraid. Anyway, went over to Huda's house today with Kit to celebrate hari raya haha. It was a nice experience, the food was nice haha but its the first day after all and her relatives came by. It was a bit awkward but it was still nice haha, thanks for the invitation~~ Went back to play flyff again, there were lots of ups and downs today and i almost went crazy with myself. Luckily all is fine in the afternoon, haiz this isnt my day after all haha. Gonna book in later with Zhiyong cuz we live to bloody near each other, i am still pending on my decision if i should book in early? Well firstly it's BORING to book in early cuz i am always alone, second it STINKS to book in alone. I have a lot of options: first is to book in late but i dont like the feeling of booking in late, second is that i can hope on joe's car and book in together but i dont want to bother him a lot. So conclusion: i am still not sure. Conscience is disturbing and i dont like it at all. I am guilty of something but i dont know what it is. Ok ok fine i know what i am guilty of but i dont want to admit it ok. Time just doesnt heal all wounds, laughter just couldnt cure all problems. I am still looking for something to elevate the problem, so yah still searching.

When my favourite toy is broken, it's either i discard it or i repair it. I choose to discard...