I forgive you...i really really forgive you

I love today haha, i absolutely love today haha. It's the best time that i ever had today going out with Nic and Cas. As usual the theme was set. Attire for this outing was call "Be-wat-you-ever-wanted-to-be". I choose my usual kiddy lolita theme, Cas and Nic went for the sexy girl theme haha. In the end only Nic came in that attire lol, Cas was just bluffing lor haha said that she got thick thighs lol. You dont have thick thighs lol. Anyway Nic came in this green blouse and short sexy green skirt "lol" and yah, she sure looks great. Cas was like lol, you just finish school haha and i thought i would see something better haha. I am not a lecher k, i just want to see if they keep up to the motive of the theme haha. Walked and chatted all the way from MRT to Orchard and just shop, shop and MORE SHOP haha. This is like almost the MOST expensive outing that i ever went to, EVER haha. I spent close to $200 bucks on clothes and pants lol, damn damn ex haha even my wallet is crying for me haha. But i am really really glad that i spent those money, it will definitely be put to good use on the upcoming JJC Alumini Dinner and Cousin's Joan wedding haha. Also for new year too haha. We bitched, shopped, eat and do what-so-ever free style shopping with no walls apart. Cas and Nic were looking at hunks lol and more clothes, i was criticising ppl along the way saying how ugly they wear to Orchard lol and complaining about been broke all the way haha. Went to that Ding Tai Feng restaraunt to eat AGAIN lor haha, tat place is like damn ex lol. If not for Nic's determination to eat there i will go eat at the coffee shop instead haha. Yah the noodle was nice but EX!! Plus GST, service charge etc.....broke broke BROKE!. Wanted to watch Curse of the Golden Flower and we were arguing all the way: Was Gong Li an evil empress and whether or not Jay Chou died in that show haha. Well well dont spoil me k, i haven watch that and i WILL watch it....maybe on youtube haha. But too bad there wasnt any tickets left for the earlier show and it was getting late. I went over with Nic to play the arcade after departing with Cas and yah, we played lots and lots of pop'n music. Nic was determine to train for that game and win me haha. Okok i wont give up that easily, i just simply love that game haha. Today was indeed a very fruitful day, spent lots of money but the happiness that i brought with me today, it is indeed all worth it.

Was shopping at Isetan just now in Orchard where i came about this song. It's a song by Britney Spear call "sometime". It's a rather old song but it's also one of the i-got-heard-this-song-before-but-dont-noe-the-title haha and yup, i finally got hold of it. It's a very nice song IMO and along the way i have been thinking a lot, really a lot.... I have decided to forgive my friend. Please ignore the post that i put up earlier. I have decided: I really forgive you. Friends are meant to trust each other, you cant measure them with acts that they done or what you see. Sincerity touches the heart. Yes i was a fool, how can i have doubts in you. I trust you and i understand that you are sincere. You didnt really mean what you have done and yes, i trust you and i believe in your sincerity. I will forgive you and i must say sorry. Sorry that i have doubts in you, sorry that i dont believe in you. I hate liars, i really hate them a lot. Usually i just ignore them if they lie cuz i dont care much about them. But when i do, i cant bear to hate them. "Sometimes" really touched my heart, i am glad that i went out today and grab hold of this song. Now i can finally think more logically...thank you Britney, thank you Nic and Cas, thank you....

*To Funny*
Shinn: whose broke?
Funny: we're broke! ^^

*To Lust*
Shinn: whose broke?
Lust: i am broke

*To Sorrow*
Shinn: whose broke?
Sorrow: you're broke

*To Dark*
Shinn: whose broke?
Dark: i dont give a damn!

Sometimes i run, sometimes i hide, but all i need is time