Thanks for stepping into my world

Oh it's saturday now, getting abit bored so just blog a little now. Will be going over to watch a symphony concert later at night so i am just killing time now. Spent my whole day playing flyff haha trying to catch up with all the time i have lost. All my other online friends are already ahead haha, 3 weeks can make a difference. I just got the favourite song, Start of Something New, from High School Musical. It's a very very nice and romantic song, i just absolutely love the duet part. Keep it repeating in my head now haha. Went over with Nic and Kai yesterday to crash in the arcade, it was rather last minute like about 30 mins lol but surprisingly, all 3 of us had the desire to visit the arcade and well, why not just go?? The urge was there and it was unanimous, played the arcade till mad and time sure past quickly. I miss the arcade so much when i was away, it would be fun if you can come along too....

There are some things that i really tried. I tried so hard but efforts in vain. Rejections are plenty: was it just me or did something really crop up? I am not you so i dont noe wat you are thinking. I am not a perfect friend neither am your best friend, i just need you to noe tat i am a friend who cares. There are so many ways i can express myself. It's all in the mind, it's all in the mind. You can picture me in what-so-ever way you want. People will talk, i dont mind what they say about me. All i want is just for you to have trust and faith in me. I already have my own world to live in, your intrusion make me realise that just being me and my imagination is not enough. I need real friends....

It's a start of something new....