The humble shall fumble

Finally it's here. I am officially clearing my leave from this month onwards haha so it's gonna be rest rest rest at home and no work in camp. Well technically "no work" but i am expecting more from it haha. Am i all happy at home? Answer is . There aint much to do at home but doing nothing, it's also hard to find people to go out with cuz everyone has got their own schedule to live on. I just need a break now. Played Flyff for the whole day and i am very, very tired... I planned to watch a movie today but it didnt went well. Oh boy, what can i expect.....i didnt know it could work out this far. So yah, i have accomplish more then what i wanted to do. Thank you so much for showin the slightest interest ^-^

Sometimes you just dont mean to what you say. Words just blurt out without a stop. Is it because of disappointment? Is it because of rejection that push you over to the limit? You can think too much about certain issue but you must be honest to yourself: what you think is what you are gonna expect. Brace a strong front and take the blow. Yah i took one, it hurts a lot..... Thus you mellow too much in your own thoughts, couldnt sleep no matter what you do. Try try as you want but you just dont feel right. You dont want to sleep. Curse and swear at Time for moving so slowly. Every second is making things worst by the moment. To rise upon the first drop of ray, you finally know that it's all your fault and no one to blame. He whom you blame bears with your ignorance. Is he lucky or is he stupid? Some people are just so hard to come by. The day might never come, but it's not the action or the words that matter. It's the thought and appreciation that make every bit of this friendship counts. I am sorry....

Words without a start, straight through the heart.
Caught without guard, a blow so hard.
i didnt mean to say that....honest

To past the day keeping trouble at bay,
It's easier said and so hard to pay.
would you or would you not forgive me...

You can try but you mustnt cry
how hard you fly just wont reach the sky
so near yet so far, i dont want that...

The day is near when all will be clear
No words nor actions, shall break our patience
now i know all these doesnt matter...

Guess i goof up again...