The truce about happiness

Well well it's sunday now. The only thing new is that I DONT NEED TO GO BACK CAMP haha cuz i am on leave this whole month now. Yup you hear me ppl, all the way till after new year haha so it's gonna be rest rest and more rest at home. I manage to earn quite a lot of money from my online game haha, lol i am finally rich haha. Played Flyff with Nic for the whole day now haha, all in one straight and i am just really really tired. Mum and Dad played mahjong again as usual, bro is out for work haha so i am just at home. Rained pretty much the whole day so i am just glad that i didnt go out at all haha. I managed to got hold of Ayumi's latest album: Secret. The song "momentum" is just so nice and alluring to resist. I just simply love Ayumi. Do i miss camp: Yah i will. There are just some things that i cant put down and i cant feel bad about it.

Werent there a time when you worry so much about something. All the worries and panicking ended up to be alrite after all. I am not worried but there is something that is bothering me. I dont think i have learn the lesson yet. I will miss something so much in camp, so much and so dear to me. Yes you can or you cannot be correct about. It's worth so much that i can just give up my freedom for it. It is no ordinary thing to me, it means so special to me. Just the sight of it makes my heart tremble, just a word of it catches my every attention. I might mean nothing at all but to me you are almost my everything. So important haha, i dont know why also. I am really curious about how much my position stands in your life. Any importance at all? I hope so. I heard stories from my friends about it, i dont know how true it can be. If so why couldnt you b a bit more appreciative of my effort? It is me for god sake, ME!

I would stay if you want me to, just give me a hint that you want me to...please