Staying awkward

This had been a really tiring week. Workload in camp is tremendous and everyone is tense up. I have been doing OT everyday from the earliest till 9pm and the latest at 3am. Not really a very glamourous life i am having now aint i. Worse still is that we still have to work on saturdays now, for this whole month all of the saturdays are burn burn BURN! At least i still manage to squeeze some happiness for myself among the pile of stress on everyone. Lots of work and lack of sleep, my body is really tired now haha but i still struggle to play Flyff with my guildies. I miss my Flyff so much haha and i am glad to see everyone again.

It's best to leave some issues behind, untouch and unseen. The more you want to know, the more you want to see and you will realise that you are getting further away from where you started out originally. All things will have their own ways of flowing, yet curiousity is always there. You want to know a bit more about some issues and you try all kind of ways to satisfy your curiousity. It's good to know more, but knowing too much can be a problem. It is never enough to satisfy your curiousity, and along the way while you are satisfied with your discovery, you might realise that your intentions have already intrude the boundaries of understanding. That is when regrets will set in and crash your happy story....

When a very chatty person meets a very quiet person, what will happen? The chatty one will talk a lot and engage in lots of conversation. On the other hand, the quiet one is not use to the behaviour of the chatty guy. Being a quiet person, replies from him will tend to be short, direct and precise while the chatty one will be long, draggy and trying to engage in more converstion. Not use to being asked so many questions, the quiet one will take a longer time to reply. The chatty one will not be used to waiting and thought that the quiet one is ignoring it. Too much misunderstandings develop among the 2 guys: The chatty one will think that he is being a nuisance to the quiet one, the quiet one will think that he is not active enough to get along with the chatty one. And so the story lingers, what should be the proper solution to solve this awkward situation?

Inside my mind lies a kind shine,
of you being kind to ask how i am fine....

Awkwardness is an obstacle between 2 people of difference in personality gap