Changes are inevitable

Well its the last day of the holidays now. Gonna book in to camp later with Zhi yong, schools starting and work is back on the roll. Did some update on my blog by including Arietta, Anise and Dist colour bar on my blog. Why them you ask? Go figure haha. Might be putting Luke and Asch's bar soon haha. I have began to start playing my Tales of Abyss after the severe laginess in Flyff bugged me for the final straw. I have defeated Regret and Synch: Regret is a lot easier to fight considering her to be the "Vice" in the Rokujinshou haha. Her "Elcair Larme" and "Shearing Sorrow" makes me laugh as her pathetic blows fail to hit me. I love it when she says tat while i kick her butt, my regrets for Regret are: Less shouting, more shooting please. I bet Yuna from FFX 2 can kick her butt considering the fact that both are gunners and you dont see Yuna shouting "Elclair Larme" haha. Synch on the other hand is annoying and CUTE~~ I love synch best next to Arietta, his "Akashi Torment" and "Shippuraishigan" hit me a bit haha while my stupid AIs take the full blow "luckily none died". Synch is like so cool and i have a great time fighting him. I might refight them again if i get bored, love ya Synch and Regret. Cya in hell soon haha.

Watched the High School Musical AGAIN at home haha, i love tat show and especially Lucas Grabeel lol. The first time i watched it was in Qantas airplane while on my way to Queensland, no regret watching it again. Their songs are NICE haha and makes my new year more enjoyable. Was laughing along the way while watching the countdown show as i see more and more Miss Universe wannabe, both gals and GUYS saying "world peace". Ha ha, world peace is so cliche and funny and they all looks so desperate like Miss - X country wannabes. Similar to their like-wise cousins, saying words like "sorry", "thanks", "i promise" and "world peace" is like farting: essential and useless. Numerous time said yet to no avail. Arent people sick and tired of saying, it isnt sincere at all haha. Laughing at their insincerity cheers the sadistic side of me as i mock at their stupidity. If we were to calculate carefully, each and every word said will be the amount of stars filled in the universe, and still rising.

I believe in what i see and what i feel. Be sincere if u want, be insincere and i will play along. After closing up for almost 2 years, it is time for the real me to show myself again. Yup my ORD is on 21 Jan 2007, time to get back to my old self. What is my old self you ask?? The signs are: more reluctant to go out then i am, mug books like you can never imagine in preparation for my uni, seeing money more important then my life. It's gonna be a turn for me haha, time for more isolation, less fun, less going out, less game and more of studying, looking for a job and less unnecessary jokes. Less submission to peer pressure and more concentration to my inner thoughts. I had my fun guys, it's been a tiring 2 years for me and too much fun is affecting my conscience. Forgive my selfishness cuz if i were to give too much of me to you all, i will be letting my ownself down.

I did have a Happy New Year, thanks.

I haven change, i was just faking myself haha.
I haven forget about my original duty, i am just adapting to circumstances.
No more regrets, i wont fail myself again. Not until 21 Jan...

Freedon may be near, but i wont let go a grip of my duty till i hold my very last breathe...