Irrational rationality

Tired tired, i have been really tired lately. Work is difficult but its very stressful. Its just some simple document sorting, recording and data entry. But there are just piles and piles of documents to sort, i can spend my whole day doing the same 3 process over and over everyday and it never stops. Its just straining for the mind and body despite its simplicity. Not to mention OT and working on weekends, well sure its nice cuz i get to have more pay but the mood just isnt there. I need money but i also need a break once in a while. Went out to Avinash's party yesterday, it was nice to meet up with almost all the PAs again as we start to gossip bout army stuff etc. The dinner was nice too haha. After tat they decided to go over and play pool. The only reason i tagged along was becuz i want to hitch a ride on Ben's car haha but man was i WRONG. After pool they went all the way to Geylang for supper and everything ended really late. I only reach home at 4am for godsake i was so damn beat up! I shouldnt have hitch on Ben's car haha. After i manage to catch a short wink, Samson messaged me to watch a movie with the gang. I was still pretty groggy from yesterday's havoc but i just went on anyway. Watched Norbit and the movie was kinda alrite only, i was expecting more hilarious jokes and comedy but there isnt much. The part when the whole church group sings out Norbit's name was really hilarious to me haha. That fat lady really should NOT sing the Pussy Cat Dolls song, Dont Cha. It is killing my mental cells haha with distorting images lol.

What's contradicting about rational and irrationality?
Can one be funny and wilful?
Which kind of concern doesnt bring about worries?
When can you differentiate passion from obsession?
How can you hide what you dont want to be seek?

I can think about it everytime, but why bother if its not possible...