Growing out of the shell

Growing out of the shell

Blogging again. I wont be able to play much of my online game cuz, either i need more ram to support the system in my com to play or there is something seriously wrong with Singtel connection. Anyway, my conversation from "play mood" to "serious mood" has began. For the past 2 years plus after my break from JC into the army and after the army, my life has been nothing but at home, going out, gaming, slacking and basically not making much use of my brain. My university days are coming, reverting back to studies in June. Still not adapted to studying yet but once i start, i wont switch off. Indeed i have enjoyed myself for quite a while during these 2 years. Knowing my friends in the army, oversea training at Australia, making new friends, playing online games and knowing some friends. Rimur and Scraggy are 2 of my best friends tat i make online haha, both singaporean haha. If its not for my 2 years break i would have never touch online game or make any online friends. Rimur is a nice guy, Scraggy is still a kid but nonetheless cheers me up with his hilarious taunting of me being UNCLE lor~ Anyway once i start studying, i will absent myself from online world for quite a while aside from MSN. Still can stay in contact but somehow i will miss the freedom that i have all this while, talking to friends in mindless crappy conversations. Yah yah time to grow up, university is the final phrase and i cant give up now. Not playing online game, hmm tats gonna take me quite a while to adapt. Weekends playing?? Not my type also when i start studying haha, i am a hardcore mugger haha my JC friends know tat, dont want to play liao lah university already, do stay in contact ppl lol. I am talking like if i am like leaving the online world for good, no no i am still coming online. Its just tat i will miss the freedom of chatting. Like Jason, he is now studying in Australia, before tat we use to crap a lot and now tat he is so busy with uni stuff we hardly chat for long. Haiz haiz, most of my friends are not chatting much now cuz of tertiary studies, i miss chatting lor haha. Those were the good old days but enough of play, life goes on and everybody needs to grow up. Its my turn to join you guys now =P, tertiary studies here i come~~ And boring tutorials, lectures and projects...i never like you guys ha.

In search of answers i seek to follow: Friends that i talk to, they show bits and pieces of you everywhere. A bit of your naughty self to this friend, a bit of serious to another, a pinch of fun to this, a share of problems with that. Combine them together and a holistic picture of you is there. Bits of black, spreads of colours, patchs of white and shades of grey. Colours everywhere that you see and paint. I am the colours, friends are my canvas i brush them with my thoughts. In time of need all hearts unite, how true is this phrase?

Yuria's shield, a protective barrier that forms when Sanity combines with the Vessel and Meia. "Use the Yuria Beam and vapourise the planet, we can obtain the God's Hymm from the rubbles after this". "Deploy the Yuria's shield, Guardians cover me". After 20 years of loneliness and alone in this planet, a war not over but forgotten. Alas found by the Entities, there stood the guys in pink, green and blue. "Haha, this will be interesting..."