Passion crisis

Passion crisis

Aw~~~ boring now so blogging for a while. My online game Mabinogi is starting to umm....get difficult to play and i miss my PS2 so much. At this rate i will rather work OT late and just go home to sleep. Day 2 of the COE bidding, for all those rich and drivers wannabe out there dont think that getting a car is easy. First you buy a car, then u need to get a COE. No COE = No car! and yah, it stinks and its freaking ex to get a car. Everyday when i get on the MRT to work while passing by the road towards AYE, i can see a stretch of poor drivers stuck in the heavy jam during the hour rush. Question: why dont the people bother to leave EARLY and avoid the rush? Think you are early, then its obvious that you are WRONG so get out of the bed earlier. Either that or you have an extremely poor sense of chronological judgement. Being stuck in a jam is bad enough, us land-walkers aka no-car-ppl have our own problems using the public transport. Most of the time i have a fix schedule when i leave for work. And today i was just 5 mins late from leaving home *i left at 7.10am*, missed my hour rush bus and got sardined among the hour rush committee in the MRT. Gosh i was like just freaking 5 mins late and BAM the hour rush came in, so totally squash...cant move barely able to breathe and i swear everybody has got a 1cm body contact with whoever and whatever there is around. I dont want to be late again, never ever haha. Rush hour stinks, and its scary haha. Gotten my songs from Pop'n Music: Curus and Candy along with this new jap song from Kaggra, new collections for my MP3 again haha. With almost nothing to do at home i try searching for my favourite drama series: Desperate housewives. I cant just seem to find any to watch online so yeah, gonna have to wait patiently for it to air on every monday. I know its somewhere out in the net but i am just a bit lazy to continue searching now haha. Time really flies when i work and my passion towards after work-life is declining. No money = no enjoyment.

Everybody's got their own world to live in. Their own problems and own issues to settle with everyday. And everybody shares their small little world in this big world. Dream big and you will expand your little world over this big world. Dream wild enough and you can own this big world. Dream crazy enough and you just want your own world only. Together in a big world yet seperated by gates and walls among our little world. Trespassing is not allowed within our small worlds. Open your gate at your own risk: for the better or worse, your world shall either rise or crumble. Trust is the key to everyone's gate. Build trust with good intentions or ill-intentions. Define good and bad? Unexplanable. Access password differs with different individual. Then dont get a key, hack the password. Password obtained, access granted. All gates open, security system on alert. Danger level rising, you got to abort. I may not have the best of my world, but i wont let you have the best of yours too. Tick tock a time bomb in every world, when destroying this big world proves to be difficult, lets start from small first.

Despair? No, i prefer to call it ambitious