Agonising regrets

Wah haha i miss indeed dismiss the idea to my friends tat i DO NOT HAVE A GIRLFRIEND! You people just like to make fun of my through gossips rite =P
When i say no i means no, even if it is really a yes but when i say no it still means no haha. Wat can u do to me xP

Sort of a relaxing week for me. Just finished my hectic Applied chem test on thursday lol, does it even count as a test lol. It was more like a mass discussion and mass copying session haha, i was like copying a lot of the questions from my friends and copying our answers haha. Literally copying and comparing in the open. The tutors are aware of us copying, yah they do lol but the thing is they never said a thing, NOTHING! Silence mean consent, so copy lor....haha. Duh who doesnt want to do well in their test, put aside your dignity and integrity and COPY THE HELL IN THE PUBLIC haha. Just hope tat i wont curse and swear bout not getting good grades lol, i just wanna scrape past this subject with ease.

Saturday tomorrow, gonna teach tuition again haiz. Well its payday tomorrow but it doesnt make a difference. Gonna give 50 to mum cuz of her hospital expenses and the rest is going to the bank to deduct the etc fees (school, phone, internet, etc). Still need to fork out extra money for hair cutting and transport, zzz i am having negative incomes every month haha. Aside tuition i need to resume back to my mugging status. Got lots of notes to start reading in preparation for all the upcoming test. I am still CLUELESS bout physical chemistry haha so the textbook is gonna help me a lot in the upcoming open book exam after break term. Organic and LifeScience are ok, plain understanding and regurgitating. The next test coming will be history, got tons of notes to read up on really and they are so long and wordy and BORING! If you have insomnia, reading my history notes will CONFIRM cure your illness haha. Lets see now reading history notes, organic mechanism, lifescience lipids, the big atkins textbook, yah pretty much a boring and mugging session tomorrow. 3 cheers to having no life.

Today is 15th of February. Valentine's day was 1 day ago. Seen lots of couples in school and many girls holding bouquet of flowers. The couples dressing up nicely going for their romantic dinner haha. Saw Gary and Cass dressed up so smugly, caught me waiting at the pink table and they just cant help to tease at me haha. Yah lah happy couple lah Gary and Cass, i dont spoil your Valentine's day so dont bother to spoil mine haha. Ah yes Valentine's day, though nothing exciting happen on tat day, it was a memorable day for me. It's the first time tat i felt a sense of significance for 14 February. Now i noe how Gary and Cass feels when they left happily as a couple. It sure feels good to spend the day with someone whom you love, yah it really must be. It cant be helped, things are happening beyond our control. For all i can only do now is wait and believe. Dont mind me cuz i am just emoing when i write my blog. Its so happy to hear that you care for watever i have been doing to you, i am really happy and touched. You are my Valentine, everyday is valentine's day with you in my life.

PS to my other friends: YOU! YES YOU read here not the top message haha. Dont kay po so much lah i am just crazy lah haha, filter filter you see NOTHING! lol