The sweet and sweeter sweetest of bitterness

Aw, term break is almost coming to an end. Its Thursday already haha.

Mugging routine has been ongoing as usual. Daily routine includes waking up early to SMS dearz, study my notes, practising questions for the upcoming physical chemistry test, vending in Flyff, looking forward to replying more smses xP, meeting up with dearz, more smses and calling lol, MSNing, bits and pieces of lab report and Flyff training haha. I cant believe time just fly by like a breeze by doing all those things, i wish for a long term break haha.

Revising for physical chemistry has been hard, more like puking blood. The understanding of just the most basic concepts proves to be challenging like hell, or hell-like ordeal, followed by attempting practise questions which sometimes u have no freaking idea how that answer is derived lol. Thank god freaking joule-coefficient is not tested haha, the first law is killing me. Physics background is really really crucial and important, i really regret not taking physics but i hate physics, so why take lol. Blah blah, handicap handicap lor, at most i just complain haha. However, efforts have been paid off as i can finally comprehand more than 60% of the practice questions. Diligent efforts goes not just to me but also my dearz and my friends. Meeting outside and forcing myself to take a chance to study in the outside environment away from the distractions at home has improve my studying efficiency by quite a bit. By depriving myself a chance to relax, i manage to mug like a nerd lol. Lets see now i went over to the Mac at King Albert Park, Jurong east library and NUS to study, next stop might be the Mac outside my house lol. Then you might be asking: why dont u go to the Mac which is so near your house? Duh i dont just go anywhere for a purpose HAHA, guess lor. Dear oh dear, you always make my day extra special ^^

Extra mugging occasion is special for this semester. Competiton for a better CAP score intensifies as everyone struggles to maintain their high performance, improve and fear a drop in their CAP. People whom i know who doesnt study much are actually studying lol. The mentality of kiasu-ism is once again expressed by both the locals and international community haha. I dont want to make my brain any bigger, i dont have a big forehead rite haha. Wonder if anyone is going to watch the Leap Years movie. The theme song from tat movie caught my attention and it sounds so nice. It is actually a remix version of the original music titled "merry christmas Mr Lawrence" by Ryuchii Sakamoto. Very nice and touchy and i have place tat as my new blog music. I am looking forward to get the remix version from the movie cuz it sounds even more touchy. A pinch of sorrow within the romance story, the irony of waiting and hope in place of destiny. You just dont noe what to say to tat poor Wong LiLin: stupid or naive, its all in the form of love. I like the quote from tat movie: Its better to have love and lost then never to have love at all. Its so touching and meaningful, yet in sense a bit sad and ironic. That tingling sense of sour feeling, it hurts... I will definitely find a time to watch that movie, maybe with a bunch of friends, with dearz lol or alone. I tink i might cry if i watch tat movie alone, i am a very emotional person haha. I cried from the last scene of an anime before, titled Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien. Very touchy and sad, it was the one and only love anime story that i watched. I decline to watch any other anime about romance issues, i scare i would cry again haha. KGNE is a number one anime in my heart! It rocks and still does, i love Suzumiya Haruka! Down with the cassonova Tamayaki! Haha. I remember i use to debate on this anime in a forum, memories ah...

Today is another special day for me, i am looking forward to a new day everytime now. You give me the reason to do so, you brighten up my day, a lot. Every moment i will cherish, every laughter and every actions that we do together, is so special. Today is the 28th of February, tomorrow is a leap year that comes only every 4 years. Do you noe wats special about tomorrow? 29th, ring a bell haha. NOT THE GALA PREMIERE OF THE LEAP YEARS MOVE K PEOPLE! I am talking about something else haha. Yah i know wat it means, even if u dont noe its also ok. Its our 1st month anniversary haha, happy anniversary my dearest.

Life is sweet for now, so sweet that it can cover up the bitterness of life. Life is never down with you around, savour the every moment of sweetness, cuz after sweetness comes bitterness. I never want bitterness to come, yet within the sweet lies a bit of bitter. The irony and the occasional mistakes that i make, i feel both guilty and depress. But i will not be too sad, cuz i noe there are sweets around to cheer me up. Its so sweet, yummy! A sweetness a day keeps all bitters away~ Enjoy the process, for this process will never stop. A beginning with no end, cuz i will cut away the ends so that we can be stuck between the sweet beginning and processes and leave behind the bitter ends. I am so in daze right now haha.

Darling darling cant you see,
Hold my hands baby walk with me.
Down through this road endless it seems
I'll hold you close to me, forever it will be