Haha ok, just went over to watch Adrian's musical on friday. He seems so natural lol, its like so....so Adrian lol. The sarcasm remark, the way and the style he speaks lol, its so like him haha. Heres a group photo we took after the performance at the University Cultural Centre.
I am really glad to be in this group, our group is like one of the biggest and liveliest in the chemistry cohort lol. We got to like literally booked close to 2 rows in order to accomodate our strength when we sit together in the lecture theatre haha. By the way this is not the full strength of our group, we got a few more not in the picture cuz they couldnt make it for the concert haha. I started off with the OGs and than with Mark, upon than our OG groupmates mingle with our other friends, and friends of friends become friends, and more join in and we mingle and sit together. All of a sudden our strength just grow and here it is haha. We always eat together no matter what, sometimes in 4 sometimes as big as 12 people at one go lol. The canteen hardly has space for all of us lol. Of course studying together also haha, helping each other out. I just love our big big unite chemistry group =)
We were on a hot discussion topic for our LifeScience assignment due tomorrow morning, got to submit via online. Got divided into two factions: ATP and NADPH haha. I was with NADPH, than got sway to ATP by Rachel lol but finally stick back to my NADPH. Those with bio background (including me) just lash out in a battle to counter each other's argument. I got swayed into ATP but i wasnt really that convinced, only because i feel safer in strength. Then once i heard most people got NADPH as the answer, i got swayed again. I am just so indecisive, NADPH or ATP? I would say NADPH. It was originally my main stand but i fall out because i lack the arguement to back my stand. After finding supports and evidence for my answer i can finally stand up again. To lie down in shame after a defeat, and rise again in time of numbers, i feel like such a coward. Who will still trust my answers again, haiz.
Finished my hectic organic test. Was do-able but i doubt i can do as well as i expected. Got back my horrible physical chemistry paper, i got only 39 lol. Freaking 39 haha, i am just too sad to stay optimistic lol. Thank god its only worth 10%, will make that up from my lab report. Gonna work hard for the final. Meanwhile, struggling with my LifeScience assignment, not to mention the lab report again. Applied chemistry test is coming up again, Yin Ngai is coming up with a play to CHEAT in the test lol. Yah yah i cheat in test, duh its open book and the lecturers like hackcare lol. Do or die, you can be a good boy or cheat to get better grades. For better grades of course i will cheat lol. I cant afford to let my CAPS pull me any lower, 1131 is already a disaster haha.
My reality wake-up alarm seems to be faulty. I am still in the moods of daydream and fantasizing. I love my dear but sometimes i just cant control my emotions, i cant get over with myself.... Most people just dont seem to understand what i want at all, except for a few. I better bloody hell wake up and see the light, the finals are coming! Buck up buck up! Look forward to the 3 months holiday haha, time to work again. Wake me up, or at least give me a sign of confidence.
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